I give the folks at JM the benefit of the doubt and assume they still have souls. Which is why I ask them: Are there any Gag Factor scenes that you regret? What I mean is, have you ever had an installment edited, boxed, and shipped and thought "Man, I feel bad. [insert name] was a really sweet girl. I shouldn't have let her go forward with that scene."? I ask this because I was musing about the horrifying/erotic duality of Gag Factor the other day (as I often do). Then I realized that there are certain scenes that I found upsetting because the girl in them seems so sweet, so pretty, so likable, so full of life and potential that what I'm watching is just wrong. The awful Aurora Snow scene in #5 for example. This girl is the pretty homecoming queen that everyone loves. I can imagine her as America's sweetheart. She's got her whole life in front of her bursting with possibilities. But no. "Gah!Gah!Gah!Gah!Gah!**coughchocke Wait!Gah!Gah!Gah!" Head upside down, blowing snot bubbles, face covered with spit. On tape. Forever. It is just WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!!
Then there are other scenes where I'm totally in agreement. That red headed trailer trash Dynamite in Gag #2 for example who gags and retches nearly as pitifully as Aurora. But choking her with cock could only add interest to a life which is sure to be filled with alcoholism, a litter of neglected kids, bankruptcy, and despair. I'm sure when she's fat and 50 years old sitting on her redwood deck with a 12pack of Milwaukee's Best she'll look back on 'Gag Factor' wistfully and as her moment in the sun.
Oh and to come clean, I jerk off like a madman to both of those scenes. The only difference being that after Dynamite's I clean up and start channel surfing, after Aurora's I weep as the spunk dries and contemplate with horror about the kind of world I live in and the kind of person I am.