I didn't mean to derail or minimize the story of your strange journey, except I have a Pavlovian response about the mention of George Sor0s. Where is COVID or a good heart attack to kill this evil demon?

Continue on with the story. Do you think this is a phase or something permanent in your sexuality going forward?
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"I'm a minor character in my own story", Steve Coogan as Tony Wilson in 24 Hour Party People