Anyone else get these blues after you've sprayed your scrotalbisque over watching an intellectually myopic young lady getting humiliated and degraded in pornography and ruining her future to some degree? I do, and the regret and self-hatred is accute. I self-reflect in much the same way as when I consider my complicty in the horrors of factory farming. I am so conpromised as a human being. I could've been a great man yet allowed addiction to a variety of sensual pleasures corrupt my integrity. I am irretrievably vile.