Originally Posted By: fartz
Had it my whole teenage/adult life. Bottling shit up and such. It fluctuates. Bad to worse with some small patches of good. I've never really had a pill that didn't kill emotional response and make me feel dead inside, so I usually constantly distract myseld in an attempt to run from my problems instead of medicating. Therapists all tell you the same shit. Exercise and sunlight and such. I don't wear hats too often, but don't rip the shoes man, they're nifty.

The shoes look thrifty in an odd way, not nifty.
The custom moth baseball cap.
Marlene Dietrich.

"[...]
Männer umschwirr'n mich,
Wie Motten um das Licht.
Und wenn sie verbrennen,
Ja dafür kann ich nichts.
Ich bin von Kopf bis Fuß
Auf Liebe eingestellt,
Ich kann halt lieben nur
Und sonst gar nichts.
[...]"


Men swarm around me
Like moths around the light.

From head to toe I'm
Set to love


Originally Posted By: fartz
Yeah man, life sucks.

Probably his life's a drag without being one himself.