Readying myself for my trip to NYC. Haven't move to a psychopharm in FLA yet. So, I need my med scripts.

I'm pretty sure my sister will be too busy to see me. Hooray!

Too much drama between her and dad.

Found out my father's sister's husband died months and months ago. He was an odd, hateful, bitter man. Very prejudiced man as well. Still, he was a good provider to my aunt and cousins.

Not allowed to tell dad he's gone. In fact, she'd be pissed if she knew I knew. Because I'm likely to spill the beans because I don't get the secrecy.

I'm not a good follower. I ask questions and need reasons that I concur with.