Late to the party(or is this like high school, again, and I was never invited?), but I came home from work today to find this waiting on me in the mailbox.

Knocked out about half of it already. Interesting tale of depravity. Feels very honest. The chapter about Pro Trusion made me have to set the book down for a while. Chilling, frightening stuff. So far, the way she writing about her sex, drug, porn lifestyle with Tyler is just hard for me to wrap my brain around. It sounds fun, tragic, exciting, miserable, and just about every other feeling one can imagine or experience all at the same time. Half of myself is telling me to go out, buy a bunch of drugs and pick up some crazy young woman and have the time of my freaking life, while the more rational part is telling me be glad I have stayed far away from this type of thing.