You can't just get drunky on red wine. That just makes me fall asleep on the couch after the first bottle. But, I had the last of my opiate pillzes to finish off and needed something to wash them down. I can't socialize without some sort of... catalyst? And now I'm all drunky and don't want to leave the house. Plus it is -5°.

I feel I should do something. Like go out and see people and socialize. But, every time I've been out recently, I've only run into angry people. People who are angry even without me having done anything wrong. It's even more depressing to go out and encounter that.