Gen, I applaud your enthusiasm for the cock/the attention, and/or both, but seriously, you have pole dance skills now and your body's a fine tuned machine from being a pilates instructor. I suggest skipping porn and go straight into feature dancing. You'll make more money than doing a scene.

One feature dance gig is 3 days. Each days is 3 shows. The club pays you per show. Even if you had a low show rate, you'd still come out ahead IN ONE DAY just in shows...and that's not even tacking on the extra $$$ you'd make in on-stage tips and selling merch.

If you've gone this long sans porn, you're mentally past it and won't enjoy it. But you will enjoy feature dancing; plus featuring is a lot easier on the nerves than psyching yourself up in the bathroom 5 mins before your grande come-back scene. The more years you're off camera, the more 'ATTICA...ATTICA' Taxi Driver style forced motivation you have to give yourself.

Feature dancing is a fucking blast and shit works more on your terms.

And no, you don't need a bunch of props and bullshit like whip cream 'Pour Some Sugar On Me' lameness. Unless you're a pro-feature dancer constantly on the road like Jenna Haze or Lisa Ann, you'll be fine with a stripper-in-a-bag costume. And being just after Halloween, they're on sale.