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I have dated 3 people from then til now, one other male talent, one director, and Christian! In the end it always came back to him… We’d split up because I would make a foolish decision knowing it the outcome would not be beneficial to the relationship or myself and he would push me away. But if you look at www.christiansingstheblues.com it documents his year in 2008, but we rang in 2009 together in Texas.

I can Truly say I loved him Unconditionally, I wouldn’t work with people he didn’t like or want me to, I gave up “Friendships” *in porn that term is used very loosely, he would work with whoever he wanted and I had to accept it, I would and did do anything he wanted… in the end I feel he just wanted me to go…

So now I am healing, and starting to see that I there are probably going to be a lot more tears before I find the right one… and to find someone willing to accept me for me and not just Phoenix Marie will be hard… but I am still a firm believer in everyone will find their happy ending…. ;p and not like that Lol!

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http://blogs.premiumpass.com/phoenixmarie/2010/05/15/break-ups-search-for-love/