I do consider myself a Christian but not of the Bible thumping variety. I fall short of my own standards which often times (but not all) are aligned with my Catholic upbringing. (yes a Black Catholic but because the of church of my youth... not so sure)

I just try to live my life as an example of how to care for and treat others. I also try to do good and give back. Like most American Catholics I only attend services on Christmas Eve and Easter or when my heart is real heavy.

i just hope in the end if all I was taught is true that my past transgressions do not outweigh the good I have done with my later years. I also hope he doesn't hold premartial sex against me. I have had too much shitty sex to burn in hell for it.

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" I have a like a 5 second rule for cum-- if it's been ejaculated from the penis and laying around somewhere for more than 5 seconds, I'm not touching it. I like my cum hot and fresh. " ......Holly Randall