Janet,

Those black dudes who gangbang you have probably all spent time in jail/prison, where rape and gay sex are an unpleasant reality. Didn't you see the HBO prison special with the "tossed salad man"? And being on the "no list" of someone who wants to do a bukkake because of her cum fetish has to really sting. How carefully do you think all those creeps and perverts are vetted? Also, a lot of people might think your doormat husband has a thing for cocks. Why else would he agree to spend his Saturday nights in cramped quarters with 20 black boners pointed at his wife? He's probably jealous that you get to suck all the cocks and he has to serve all the refreshments.