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Weren't you gonna stop posting for a while?



Yeah, exactly the reason why I came back. It's called momentary sobriety. I'm sure you looked forward to that, seeing your posts are sooo self-validating.

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So you have the knight in shining armor syndrome ? I shed my suit long ago. In all seriousness, rescued chicks grow resentful and hateful in every single case if they weren't playing you all along. I feel for you Eric. I don't know how old you are but you need to change your modus operandi and look for someone with their own money , job , self esteem, straight and sober and some common sense. I know it's hard to find. I actually thought I had one a few years ago but when I got sick and unable to tend to her every need she flew the coop. There's no sense being bitter or vengeful. These girls are what they are and you don't stand a chance in hell of changing them or actually ever getting even for that matter. I say this in all sincerity. No taunting or putting you down. Just consider.



It's not about finding anyone, I just don't mingle well with people in general. Rachel was someone who from Day #1 I took on as someone to talk to (in the industry).

That turned into a friendship, the kind of person who would look out for her when necessary, and eventually (unfortunately) a drunken, sexual relationship. This isn't about a whore or any other chick who does porn. She's just a girl who HAPPENS to do porn, who did wrong by me. It has nothing to do with:

- How much pussy I got.
- How much pussy I'm not getting now.
- The fact that I don't hang out with other chicks for the sake of getting laid.

It was about having a friend, someone who I'd hang with & get drunk - the proverbial drinking buddy (as Petey eluded to, she can hold her liquor). That's all I ever saw in Rachel.

She just happened to be a selfish whore who saw another penis with legs in front of her, and took advantage of that. What I percevied as a friends with benefits relationship, she turned into another of her sexual escapades & kicked me to the curb afterward. You don't treat people you call friends like that. It's more about a violation of trust and I wish people would read between the fucking lines for once.

EDIT: Goddam you backdoorman, stepping in again.


Edited by One Creepy Fuck (04/04/09 10:13 AM)
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