I wouldn't sweat that Charin. After all you've been drink free for 19 yrs. There is absolutely no reason it has to be the same way this time. I know you remember the bad times but by the same token you remember the good times. Just experience the good times and have that broad on your arm lakeside.

(Here's another hint- a woman (like Gia) who's had a drink or two while watching the sun set is more likely to be receptive to throatfucking).

We're talking $24.00 here to make you feel 25 yrs old again. It's a no-brainer regardless of the big book. Moderation is the answer.