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A few great reads

XBIZ Premiere magazine

Hi, Kurt.

Thanks for getting back to me. I appreciate it.

So, do you want to answer a few questions so that I can write up a story?

I’ll put some here; if you want to answer that will be great, but if not -- of course, I will totally understand.

1) You left to go to Spain and then returned -- have you been working since you came back? Yes, I lived in Spain for awhile and returned working on a limited basis. I pretty much only shoot for my friends now whom I have had really great working relationships that goes back years now.

2) Do you want to be back as a performer? Back in the industry? Well, I already am back in the industry as a performer as I said, on a limited basis working for my good friends like Chanta for www.fuckedandbound.com, Scott and Will Ryder and Matty Klatt over at Hustler, and of course, Laura at Naughty America is a really great person to work for and not to leave out the busiest director in porn, Bobby Manilla whom I’ve been shooting with for like five years now. I could go on and if I left anyone out I apologize. I’m in a fortunate position at this point in my career with six years in the biz under my belt that I don’t have to have an agent and I work as much as I want, when I want and with whom I want. It’s been a pleasant surprise to see that six years of paying my dues in this crazy adult business has had some rewards after all, something more tangible and real world applicable other than my three AVN awards, I mean, the awards are great accolades (fuck, yeah!) but a bit ephemeral in terms of $$.

3) Knowing how vanilla the straight side can be -- if you are making a comeback, do you think that bi work will affect potential bookings? "Don’t call it a comeback! I’ve been here for years!" Mama Said Knock You Out, LL Cool J. Well, like I said, I’m booked solid for the next three weeks so I guess that speaks for itself and answers your question. There is a misconception about our industry, one that has tried to be unsuccessfully forced upon us by the self-serving outsider "porn bloggers" who are hanger-on, leech parasites and have absolutely nothing to do with our business at all, and that misconception they propogate is this: that we in the SEX INDUSTRY are supposed to be like them, these ultra conservative, straight-laced, republican, Bible-thumping nutjob virgins. WRONG. It’s these loudmouth nobody porn bloggers who are the ONLY conservatives around here. They weakly try to unsuccessfully impose their conservative beliefs on we sex workers to try to make themselves feel delusionally somehow involved in our business or falsely somehow superior to us but it’s just nothing but them blowing smoke up their own hypocritical, broke, loser asses. Part of the reason I did the specialty scene, besides of course the big moolah, was to prove that those porn bloggers can post whatever they want about me and I am, always have been and always will be immune to their attacks AS ARE ALL OF US SEX WORKERS! The proof is in the pudding. I’m still booked as much as I want to work. Hence, these porn bloggers have no power at all. Period. And hopefully this makes them and their boring lives-stuffy-would-be-morals-gestapo see that. Here’s the truth: every sex worker does nearly everything or has experimented at some point (ask Christian he knows tons of tales of EVERYBODY, tho I’m sure being the southern gent that he is he won’t tell). Besides, the industry has changed so much over the last six years since I’ve been in. I mean, there are sooo many internet companies shooting now and there is sooo much work, I can remember when there were only the major FILM companies shooting and anything kinky you wanted to do had to be under the radar and I think a lot of performers are still unfortunately still carrying that fear and are scared to do whatever they want for fear of the lame ass porn bloggers. But fuck them. It’s my life. I didn’t face the scorn of society and my family (of police officers) when I became a porn star so that I could start worrying what some morbidly obese douchebag porn blogger in nowheresville Arizona thinks about me, know what I mean? And further, when I first got in the business, escorting for the female performers was something kept on the extreme downlow, now they practically advertise their rates on their myspace page. All those bachelor parties? Hmmm. Anyway, every one of these girls who openly escorts now will swear each of them that they work condom only. However, if you go on the escort review website you’ll see that A LOT of them are condom optional. And these Johns they trick with aren’t tested at all and could’ve just come from a IV drug using, Haitian bareback gangbang before the escort date for all these escorting girls know. Besides, I think all the guys shooting their dicks up and putting an open hole (that bleeds) in their dicks before they have unprotected sex with the girls are wayyy more risky then ANY condom only, AIM tested specialty scene I did. Look, I’m not begrudging anyone or judging anyone. Live and let live is my motto. I’m just saying that my PCR DNA HIV AIM test is just as current and clean as anybody else’s and it’s public on the AIM website for all to see whenever they want. Transparent. Bottomline: We are all sex workers. This is what we do. Get tested, do your work, make your money and shut the fuck up.

4) What are your plans for being in the industry, if any? Will you do more bi titles? Well, as I stated I made A LOT of loot for that scene because it was my first and only of that nature. I doubt I’ll be able to get that amount (in the multi-thousands) for that type of scene again and as I said, I proved my point and gave the finger to the aforementioned a-hole pornbloggers so: mission accomplished. No, I doubt there are any more in my future. Besides, I’m a Dad now and I am one hundred percent head over heels in love with my newborn and my girlfriend and that is pulling my life in a new, wonderful direction. I have enjoyed my semi-retirement resurgence but as of now, my plan is to spend the end of the summer in Marbella, in the south of Spain where my family will travel to Morocco in the Northern tip of Africa and then I’m gonna go retire for good and play with my baby on the beach in the north of Spain along the border of France. "And he lived happily ever after...to the end of his days..." Bilbo, The Fellowship of the Ring, J.R.R. Tolkein

I guess that would be about it.

OFF THE RECORD -- I thought being in the adult industry was all about doing what you want, defying the social norms, being rebellious -- but sad to say -- in many ways, the industry and the people in it are victims of their own constraints and stereotypes. At least that’s what I’ve observed. I agree.

Thanks, Kurt. You’ve always been accessible and approachable, and I appreciate that. Shhh! You’ll spoil my rep...lol.

Oh, if I do end up writing a story -- can I quote what you said in your email response?Yes.

Cheers,
Joanne


kurtlockwood wrote:
Hi Joanne. Thx 4 ur interest. I was paid many thousands of dollars for that scene thats why I went w Mike Hancock, plus they are all condom plus aim tested not too
mention they are total pros n really nice guys. As for the haters- I
have never cared what they thought before so why start now? It’s my
life and I do what I want. If they dont like it so what? I am crying
all the way 2 the bank. Word.

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