I'm sorry ChubChub, you can't have this:
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I believe deep down inside I will see you one day in the heavens above. Or when I finally do decide to settle down you will come to me again and we will have the greatest family and life together.


followed immediately by this:
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I am so sorry I had to do to you what I did.


How can you possibly be so damned sorry for aborting that fœtus if you're not ready to give up the porn/prostitution life which you claim is so unhealthy for children, and contributed to your melancholy? I suppose we could go very high-minded with, "da mihi castitatem et continentiam, sed noli modo" from St. Augustine, but until you finally do decide to retire "Taryn Thomas" and begin some normal form of living, I don't really think you should get the benefit of the doubt here.



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Please don't hate on this blog it is something very personal to me.


If you're seriously this despondent over your abortion, you should quit writing about it to the public and get some therapy, and get out of the situation that made you so despondent.