Epilogue to an Epilogue:

Being a Porn Star is one of the dream jobs of our time.

From a young man's perspective, maybe from the perspective of an 18 year old, sex it the most important thing in life. At that age all that is on your mind is pussy. Sex. Your brain thinks about sex at least once a minute. The prime directive is to get laid. All your activities are directed towards that goal.

You see that the hottest girls seem to gravitate towards the guys who have money. If you aren't from a rich family you realize the need to create at least some appearance of success. A flashy car is usually the first choice as a way to impress the girls. Chris Rock once said: "It's not the men who like expensive cars, it's the women who like them", and that's why the guys buy them.

As a porn performer you get paid a lot of money to have sex with attractive women. Unlimited amounts of sex. Orgies. Money. Fame. Exposure. Los Angeles. Hollywood. California. Party time. You can have it all, and you can have it now. What's not to like about it? Done right, it's a dream come true.

Like with professional athletes your life span in porn is limited. You need to make a lot of money as fast as you can because your body won't be a commodity for long and you need to have your exit strategy lined up early on.

It sounds like Kurt has accomplished most of that. Like him or not, you can't argue with the fact that he has worked a lot and has made a lot of money (as much as can be made in porn). He has fucked plenty of women and I bet he has enjoyed most of them. And now he can retire and travel and choose to live in Spain if he likes... and think about what to do with the rest of his life.

He has lived a dream. That's a big accomplishment.

If only he could believe his own success, maybe then he could become an inspiration for others to pursue their dreams as well.

It's never too late for that...