feel like when you call home you feel sorrow and loss
,I did too.That was me!
I did a interview w/Shelley
Ludden and is stuck to me what
I released to her and the
cameras!I am officially out of the
porn industry.I to myself have freed
myself and my soul.Thank
you all who are supporting me and my
recovery,its hard but I just couldnt be
empty anymore,so to all
that ask thats why I left,emotional and mental abuse
etc.,couldnt do it anymore.
There are people in the industry that speak well to me
and congratulated me and thank u!
To those that down me I'm
not sorry I left,I needed to,I'm relieved.
May peace be in your soul
and one day you move on to greater things.xoxos
love yall and I'm coping as well as possible
with the change in life and myself,but its worth
it cause I believe I am.
My 2 cents...Ok she's out of porn, fine. it just seems odd that someone who has nothing good to say about the industry, still flirt withher porn name. listed on her myspace page "Formerly Jersey Jaxin"
...why? If it was so bad, so degrading, such a horrendous experience, why not do everything to distance herself from it? Maybe I'm being rhetorical because I think it comes down to attention.
I don't know her, but maybe the industry wasn't giving her the attention she desired, maybe not enough? I can't comment only ask the question.
Man, I don't know. I'm just trying to figure out why people do what they do, without staring at the obvious that it's all for attention.