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I have a lot of experiences being a jerk when I was drunk. I do not that is something I could will away through the power or positive thinking or whatever.

I think I'm just a jerk.



I could almost guarantee you could and would be willing to bet money on it, whether you are a jerk or not has nothing to do with it.

There is a drawback. Part of the euphoria of being drunk (or simply thinking you are) comes from allowing yourself to do things and blaming it on the alcohol.
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--Some of us look for The Way in opium and some in God, some of us in whiskey and some in love. It is all the same Way and it leads nowhither.