Its near 100 hours since i last slept and i think im starting to turn insane, more so. I just got back from buying some can spaghetti that i opened and stuck in the microwave only to realize that it was dog food after i got it out. I can't see straight, my penis no longer works and my feet are cold. every few hours i get a image of tantas wife flash into my head and everytime it becomes more and more disturbing because it always leads to at least 60 minutes of when i see you smile on constant repeat with no pauses or breaks, maybe i should be an tv ad space late a night on nbc of just me eating cereal, 5 spots. Maybe i shouldn't, who knows anymore??.



There are playas then theres playa haters, but isn't playing based on hating, going against the norm and system of society so its like flipping the script and the haters become the norm, so are the majority of people haters?, more importantly why did this pop into my head and even more importantly why did i feel the need to type it. There it is again, it just happened, tantas wife image flickered in my mind, what the fuck is that about, and now the song, ohh god , yeah, no,. why. Hollywood glorifies rape. Did mandy taylor turn on people for going after gen?, if so thats the funniest shit in my mind in at least the last 10 minutes, if i could find a way to substitute what she said in place of the tantas wife image i think it would be the break through to my sleeping drought and could potential save me from long term emotional damage. 2257. Luke ford is dating bianca trumps sister, who is nothing like her younger sister. deeper the blues the more i see black.
Fayner encourages drug use. Skeeter molested a 3 year old girl who happens to come from him, do you think he is shunned by the other pedophiles for this or is it one and the same to them, smart maybe you would like to chime in on this. Africa, not too far away, im wondering if i leave a note for someone back here to contact the board if something happens to me, then i figure if i don't post for a month or two the board will catch the drift and realize the monkey is no more, then i think wouldn't it be great if wankus was killed around the same time just to fuel that speculation, then again anytime wankus goes is fine by me. If i was a suicide bomber and had to pick 5 people to fill the room i was going into i would struggle to narrow the list down but if i had to make the picks now they would be. tantas wife, jrv, fayner, destiny's child (they count as one person) and sammura. Writing doesn't help, im 5 minutes into the hour long playing of when i see you smile and it gets loud as i type louder, i think im hearing voices and im pretty sure my mind is tapping into my smelling sensory or something, because whenever i get the tantas wife image flicker i smell burnt hair for a good 3 minute, this has only started to happen maybe the last 2 times though, i guess all these things would be acceptable if i was or had been taking large amounts of drugs or booze, but im straight, its all sleep deprivation, its how id imagine crack.