I have been reading the rants on this forum for several months now. I am just now posting because I have not walked out of my apartment since Oct. 10. I realized yesterday that it has been over two weeks now. In these two weeks almost every electrical appliance in my place has been turned off. The refrigerator was making me panic. The only things turned on have been the computer and television. I have had the same twelve DVD's playing in constant rotation. As I stated, I realized that I will have to walk over to the office in five days to pay the rent. This is my first step in confronting the outside world. Anyone reading this will probably be disgusted, and that is fine, because this post is not for sympathy. This is for myself; my therapy. If I do not return to reality soon, my trip to the office to simply hand a money order to the human beings, I fear may not go well. Right now is the time for me to confront myself and my current situation. Physically, it is apparent that I have consumed nothing but distilled water, skim milk, bananas, lima beans, methamphetamine, and wheat grass for quite a long period of time now. My throat is clear from talking to Gauge and Kitty on the television screen. The next thing I must do is cleanse my self,primarily, my face. Though, the most complicated step other than exposing this to the public(even this public)is getting past that peephole in my door. I have spent hours staring at this forum, the television screen, and through that peephole. That peephole is my biggest challenge. This is a screen,that television is a screen, but it is actual human bodies on the other side of that door. This is good; I am feeling more secure now that I am exposing in print. I may continue later. I thank you forum!

best post ever!! i don't care if it's real or not, even thinking about tweakers doing weird shit is funny.
and fayner has those party pics as an alibi too


if it's not a joke, good luck. i suggest eating benzos and vitamins like the cookie monster, paying your bills, and sleeping for 2 days.

and trade in the meth for some haldol, or the equivalent.

Dude, newsflash: it's still Sept., so you ARE in a time warp. I was once held captive by acid & new wave hookers... My advice: get dusted b4 you walk over two the office.
btw: I'm curious to know what are the 12 dvds?

I want to know if Gauge talks back to him through the screen. I know she does with me.

Dude, I think you're suffering time distortion. It's still September. Your 14 days has in all likelihood been about 14 hours.

If I could make a recommendation: heroin. Don't knock it till you tried it!

I think he still thinks it's *last* October.

i get noid too when i fuck with that shit thats why i stay the fuck aaway!! stick to weed beer. My stepbrother gets like that and we dont see him much. it is very hard to stop good luck dude!

what 12 flicks have you had going for 2 weeks?PS you sure dont mean Sep 10?

I gots a boner just thinking about how much it stings when the cum spurts out of one's cock during a meth binge. Ahhh, to be young again . . . . . .

The best part of porn is when you've got your few closet druggies that will never admit it cuz it's because a regular part of their lives they would never in life consider it a drug.

I'd love to point all those losers out instead of letting the truth out when they've killed themselves with a straw up their nose or pipe elsewhere, perhaps a needle in the arm or a tummy filled of pills.

Ahhh one day, just one day. I know a lot will hate me for it too LOL

I should huh?

If I tried I'd get frustrated cuz there's so much to say all at once I wouldn't know where to begin in fear of forgetting everything I wanted to say. So I'd seriously need help from someone who has tons of questions that i can answer and turn it into a book.

True... the only reason I would even take the time in writing a book would be to tell all truth, not sugar coat anything and definitely save it for my ending days.

XXXbitionist i'll definitely keep you in mind. First I think I need to go collect everything I 've said on message boards in the past to get me a inch out.

Sounds like you have a healthy diet. Might want to lay off of the skim milk. It goes right to your hips.

What was that? Is somebody at the door? They've gotta know! Maybe if I just sit here and be real quiet they will think nobody's home. I dare not peep through the mini-blinds, cuz they will see me and know I'm home.

Unfortunately, it is real and it was September! She may have.{Mr. Spock sure did!} THC and alcohol does not stop the feelings. Sorry, do not remember the twelve;probably all Gauge & Kitty. Just a pipe! Sugar coat?? To my two PM's:Thanks{I guess}& yes, it is the lone star{How did you know that???}

bump for bur

I wonder if Bur ever made it out. Bur, if you're reading this and the light of the monitor isn't too painful in your cracked out state, give us a holla.

i love how he replies three months later like nothing has happened.

bur=comedy gold.

did you ever make it, buddy?

Still wondering.

bump. this was me for two years. now it's just the porn. lordy.

yes

Bump for King

nice. you found it. it would have taken me a long time searching.


bur, are you out there, buddy?