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#270228 - 08/28/07 06:28 PM
Belladonna quits performing because of herpes.
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Kurt Lackwood's Fluffer
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#270230 - 08/28/07 07:37 PM
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Wow. My day just keeps getting better and better. This is how I'll always remember Belladonna, in all her... er... um... glory. 
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#270234 - 08/28/07 08:29 PM
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Chronic Masturbator
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Wow.
Kurt may have given Belladonna a nasty herpes rash which has driven her to quit performing.
I dunno whether to point and laugh at him for possibly having herpes or slap him on the back and buy him a beer for possibly removing the troll-woman from our screens.
I'll go with point and laugh. Kurt, if you're reading this, this is just one of the reasons we do not envy your job.
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#270235 - 08/28/07 08:36 PM
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Internet Tough Guy
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From Belladonna's blog: Quote:
"If there were one thing that I could name that would make me not want to have sex for a living it would be STDs!"
It's a shame, knowing that it could all be prevented - at least in porn.
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#270239 - 08/28/07 11:46 PM
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That just made my *month*. I put a black magic curse on Lockwood last week when he refused to box me. Looks like it paid off...again.  
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#270240 - 08/28/07 11:50 PM
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#270241 - 08/29/07 02:14 AM
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#270242 - 08/29/07 02:18 AM
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#270243 - 08/29/07 02:26 AM
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Whoremaster
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For the umpteenth time: The talent pool needs to be strictly divided up into pools reflecting their herpes status (whether they do/don't have, and if they do, what type/strain they have), and people from one pool should not work with those from another. You wouldn't knowingly book a HIV+ performer in a scene with a HIV- one, so why does herpes get a free pass? This would put an end to herpes transmission on porn sets. If AIM can test for it, why the hell don't they? Does someone want to ask 'Dr.' Mitchell about this? Oh, and by the way, I think Stevie Why could be on to something with his theory... 
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#270247 - 08/29/07 06:28 AM
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Porn Jesus
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Maybe you should change your display name to "Christian OR Kurt=SoreonAss"
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#270250 - 08/29/07 06:40 AM
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Porn Fucking Master
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I really liked a lot of Bella's early stuff, but once the whole Fetish Fanatic shit started coming around it started to get scary.
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#270251 - 08/29/07 06:41 AM
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Internet Tough Guy
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For the umpteenth time:
The talent pool needs to be strictly divided up into pools reflecting their herpes status (whether they do/don't have, and if they do, what type/strain they have), and people from one pool should not work with those from another.
You wouldn't knowingly book a HIV+ performer in a scene with a HIV- one, so why does herpes get a free pass?
This would put an end to herpes transmission on porn sets. If AIM can test for it, why the hell don't they? Does someone want to ask 'Dr.' Mitchell about this?
Oh, and by the way, I think Stevie Why could be on to something with his theory...
Personally, I don't care if the whores I pay to see get fucked have herpes. In fact, it somehwat adds to the attraction of the whole setup. I can't wait to get HDTV porn so I can see the herpes outbreaks more easily. Whores SHOULD have herpes. They are whores, right?
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#270252 - 08/29/07 06:51 AM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 08/19/07
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Maybe you should change your display name to "Christian OR Kurt=SoreonAss"
Ha ha! Clever one 
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#270257 - 08/29/07 09:22 AM
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Porn Jesus
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There's a difference between a soccer mom and a sucker mom. Didn't anyone tell her?
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#270259 - 08/29/07 09:52 AM
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Porn Jesus
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That just made my *month*.
I put a black magic curse on Lockwood last week when he refused to box me.
Looks like it paid off...again.
Seriously though, I thought everybody in the
business had herpes? 
I don't. 
There's a *big* difference between HSV-1 and HSV-2.
he ask about people in adult industry, not in the girlscouts cookies bussines
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#270260 - 08/29/07 09:54 AM
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#270261 - 08/29/07 09:57 AM
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Porn Jesus
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What are you talking about? All great mom's drive around with their kids in cars that advertise what big cumdumpters they are!
check the url in the car, http://www.enterbelladonax.com that link do not work
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#270266 - 08/29/07 12:11 PM
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Porn Jesus
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he ask about people in adult industry, not in the girlscouts cookies bussines
Wow, I didn't know your beaner joker could get even worse.
Do they actually deliver mail on that rat infested island you call a home so I can send you this as your first foray into the world of "humor"?
The mail service in my rat infested island is USPS
want humor?
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#270268 - 08/29/07 12:25 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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So who is this "Stevie Why" fellow? Is he supposed to be "talent" - I'm guessing he is from the picture. Why else would he be naked and pulling on his tiny peener?
They say he gargles nuts like nobody's business...
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#270269 - 08/29/07 12:26 PM
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Porn Fucking Master
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#270270 - 08/29/07 12:35 PM
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Porn Jesus
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So who is this "Stevie Why" fellow? Is he supposed to be "talent" - I'm guessing he is from the picture. Why else would he be naked and pulling on his tiny peener?
he have herpes in his chest
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#270271 - 08/29/07 12:44 PM
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Porn Jesus
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Stevie has a face, physique and penis tailor made for internet porn radio!
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#270272 - 08/29/07 12:50 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 08/19/07
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Stevie has a face, physique and penis tailor made for internet porn radio!
Ha ha! Fuckin' hillarious! I thought he had herpes in his face, until I noticed it was his eyes! 
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#270273 - 08/29/07 12:50 PM
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Gay For Pay
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That's pretty sad for a spicolito when you're copying a tranny's "jokes".   Now back to the issue at hand before any more retards keep derailing this thread with pics of my massive wang: AIM tests for three different Herpes tests: Herpes Type 1, Herpes Type 2, and Herpes 1/2 IGM (which I believe stands for immunoglobin). The first two tests look for the virus itself and the third (Herpes 1/2 IGM) looks for anti-bodies in layman's terms. AIM "suggests" talent get tested for Herpes every 6 months (compared to monthly for Chlamydia/Gonorrhea/HIV); you can guess how often that happens. The last time I got tested at AIM I asked quite a few questions about that third test; basically it can act as an early indicator of a possible infection but can be influenced by a ton of different factors because it does not test for the virus itself (anything from a cole sore to a flu). Now I've heard the 99% of people in porn have Herpes but I don't think that's the case. There is a giant difference between HSV 1 and HSV 2; yeah, 99% of the porn world might have "Herpes" but its probably HSV 1. Wikipedia says its 80-90% of normal people have antibodies to the virus (and roughly 20% of adults have HSV-2); its one of those infections that builds up over time, or can be influenced by a number of other factors. Did she know she had HSV-1 this entire time and now she might now possibly have HSV-2? Its really unclear from her post. I really wonder if there's different strains of each virus perhaps with different virulence; similar to how HIV has different strains depending on origin and mutation. PAGING Dr. Sharon! Now the question is does Belladonna have another infection or virus that has opened her up to an infection if its supposedly that bad? Either an STD AIM doesn't test for or a virus that isn't sexually transmitted? Perhaps a form of Hepatitis? Now if everyone in porn was getting the "everything" test at AIM (suggested every six months) MONTHLY, could something like this have been prevented? The only difference is the price which is sad in an industry this cheap; its the same amount of blood and piss you need from what I recall. I liked Belladonna (and she did an awesome interview with my old newspaper The Koala YEARS ago Interview's on Page 6 With a Bunch of Christian Porn Protestors Too) that was even cited in Nacho's fucking wikipedia entry that he had the thickest cock in porn. She was my fave years ago but that whole pregnancy angle weirded me out. Sad to see it happened to her, but jesus, what the fuck do you expect when you fuck that many people without protection?  Hopefully its a wake-up call for the industry to take Herpes seriously, especially if there's some crazy super virus running around the industry. 
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#270274 - 08/29/07 12:51 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 08/19/07
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She stuck a baseball bat in her asshole, and now she's upset because she has Herpes on her ass? This whore is disgusting, fuck her. Go ahead and retire, get a job with Sierra Sinn bagging groceries at Vons. She looks more like Ashton Kutcher than Ashton Kutcher.
I would gladly sell my house and buy that baseball bat on ebay, in tribute to the greatest woman ever lived! Love her! 
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#270276 - 08/29/07 12:59 PM
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Porn Jesus
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No one can accuse you of not putting your money where your mouth is, Stevie.
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#270278 - 08/29/07 01:04 PM
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Porn Jesus
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We both know if you'd succeeded, I'd be replying to an empty post.
[Thanks to Bill Hicks for letting me adapt that]
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#270281 - 08/29/07 02:04 PM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 08/19/07
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Plus I always loved this pic better as a quick way to get the herps...
Looks kind of cool to me! 
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#270283 - 08/29/07 02:49 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 07/17/07
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You're more likely to get Herpes from a toilet seat.
Not me. I frequent public toilet seats about as much as I frequent whores: never.
So if you're out on the town, away from work or home, you'll just take a steaming shit right there on the curb?
That's just great man.
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#270285 - 08/29/07 03:18 PM
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Whoremaster
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For the umpteenth time:
The talent pool needs to be strictly divided up into pools reflecting their herpes status (whether they do/don't have, and if they do, what type/strain they have), and people from one pool should not work with those from another.
You wouldn't knowingly book a HIV+ performer in a scene with a HIV- one, so why does herpes get a free pass?
This would put an end to herpes transmission on porn sets. If AIM can test for it, why the hell don't they? Does someone want to ask 'Dr.' Mitchell about this?
They all have it you jackass. What does 99.9% mean? Darth broke this scoop months ago on Porn Whore Herpes. Now all the whores are admitting to it.
Yes, and if nothing is done about it they will all continue to have it, dumbshit. Dividing the talent into pools determined by status would put an end to transmission...it's that simple. There will be people entering porn with herpes, and there will be those entering without, and they shouldn't work with each other.
They already do the same thing with HIV status, you know...
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#270287 - 08/29/07 04:11 PM
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Internet Tough Guy
Registered: 01/27/07
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That's pretty sad for a spicolito when you're copying a tranny's "jokes".
Now back to the issue at hand before any more retards keep derailing this thread with pics of my massive wang:
AIM tests for three different Herpes tests: Herpes Type 1, Herpes Type 2, and Herpes 1/2 IGM (which I believe stands for immunoglobin). The first two tests look for the virus itself and the third (Herpes 1/2 IGM) looks for anti-bodies in layman's terms. AIM "suggests" talent get tested for Herpes every 6 months (compared to monthly for Chlamydia/Gonorrhea/HIV); you can guess how often that happens.
The last time I got tested at AIM I asked quite a few questions about that third test; basically it can act as an early indicator of a possible infection but can be influenced by a ton of different factors because it does not test for the virus itself (anything from a cole sore to a flu).
Now I've heard the 99% of people in porn have Herpes but I don't think that's the case. There is a giant difference between HSV 1 and HSV 2; yeah, 99% of the porn world might have "Herpes" but its probably HSV 1. Wikipedia says its 80-90% of normal people have antibodies to the virus (and roughly 20% of adults have HSV-2); its one of those infections that builds up over time, or can be influenced by a number of other factors. Did she know she had HSV-1 this entire time and now she might now possibly have HSV-2? Its really unclear from her post.
I really wonder if there's different strains of each virus perhaps with different virulence; similar to how HIV has different strains depending on origin and mutation. PAGING Dr. Sharon!
Now the question is does Belladonna have another infection or virus that has opened her up to an infection if its supposedly that bad? Either an STD AIM doesn't test for or a virus that isn't sexually transmitted? Perhaps a form of Hepatitis?
Now if everyone in porn was getting the "everything" test at AIM (suggested every six months) MONTHLY, could something like this have been prevented? The only difference is the price which is sad in an industry this cheap; its the same amount of blood and piss you need from what I recall.
I liked Belladonna (and she did an awesome interview with my old newspaper The Koala YEARS ago Interview's on Page 6 With a Bunch of Christian Porn Protestors Too) that was even cited in Nacho's fucking wikipedia entry that he had the thickest cock in porn. She was my fave years ago but that whole pregnancy angle weirded me out.
Sad to see it happened to her, but jesus, what the fuck do you expect when you fuck that many people without protection?
Hopefully its a wake-up call for the industry to take Herpes seriously, especially if there's some crazy super virus running around the industry.
You are very stupid and naive. It is the genital herpies, not the HSV1 which almost everyone has. Think about it... Most porn is condomless. Herpes can be spread even with condoms. People sleeping with dozens of sex partners will eventually get it... especially when all those sex partners also have it. Since it is a porn whore's bread and butter to sell her body parts, she will often work even with an infection. We know as a fact most guys work during an outbreak. However, there doesn't have to be a visible outbreak to be shedding skin cells containing the virus. So yes jackass, 99% of porn people have fucking herpes and the ones that don't just haven't been in the business long enough. Everyone in porn just assumes everyone else has it, so there isn't a lot of remorse about working with an outbreak apparently. How many directors have the ethics to shut down a porn shoot because the male or female talent has a problem. Girls work with raging staph infections and Christian eats their rotten vaginas. That is how it works.
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#270289 - 08/29/07 04:22 PM
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Porn Jesus
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You forgot to stress how this was inside information.
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#270290 - 08/29/07 04:43 PM
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You are very stupid and naive. It is the genital herpies, not the HSV1 which almost everyone has. Think about it... Most porn is condomless. Herpes can be spread even with condoms. People sleeping with dozens of sex partners will eventually get it... especially when all those sex partners also have it. Since it is a porn whore's bread and butter to sell her body parts, she will often work even with an infection. We know as a fact most guys work during an outbreak. However, there doesn't have to be a visible outbreak to be shedding skin cells containing the virus. So yes jackass, 99% of porn people have fucking herpes and the ones that don't just haven't been in the business long enough. Everyone in porn just assumes everyone else has it, so there isn't a lot of remorse about working with an outbreak apparently. How many directors have the ethics to shut down a porn shoot because the male or female talent has a problem. Girls work with raging staph infections and Christian eats their rotten vaginas. That is how it works.
Yes, I'm very well aware of what happens in the porn world.
I should have been more clear about those numbers; yeah, that 99% number might include people with only HSV-1, only HSV-2 or both. I've heard that number before and one "event" in question where a whole shit load of people were tested and supposedly only two came back clean, but there was never any stated difference between the two, just "herpes." So that's where my doubt came from.
I figured I had it by now (genital herpes) from fucking around with a number of porn girls (a month into hanging around the business numerous porners told me "yeah, you'll likely get it pretty soon"), let alone all the whorish things I've done in my private life where AIM testing *wasn't* a prerequisite to fuck.
But you know what? I got fully tested two months ago (paying the $300 for the first time to get that AIM test) and it came back totally clean for everything. Really surprised the fuck out of me as I just assumed I'd picked it up over the years from fifty different sources (most of those without condoms).
Who knows, supposedly men are less susceptible to it from a physical standpoint, or it could be incubating in my asshole right now. 
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#270292 - 08/29/07 06:24 PM
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Internet Tough Guy
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More bad news: WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- Men should be vaccinated against a sexually transmitted wart virus to protect them against a type of mouth and throat cancer, U.S. researchers said Monday. They said the rate of oropharyngeal cancers -- mostly cancers of the tonsil and base of tongue -- appears to be rising in certain populations and the human papilloma virus or HPV transmitted by oral sex is likely to blame. New vaccines that target HPV may help turn the trend around, the researchers reported in this week's issue of the journal Cancer. The vaccines are recommended for young women in Europe and the United States. There are several strains of HPV, which cause ordinary warts but also genital warts. These in turn can cause cancer in some cases. The researchers looked at various studies and concluded that HPV 16 was especially likely to be linked with certain cancers of the tonsil and base of tongue. full story
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#270293 - 08/30/07 03:04 AM
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So yes jackass, 99% of porn people have fucking herpes and the ones that don't just haven't been in the business long enough. Everyone in porn just assumes everyone else has it, so there isn't a lot of remorse about working with an outbreak apparently.
I figured I had it by now (genital herpes) from fucking around with a number of porn girls (a month into hanging around the business numerous porners told me "yeah, you'll likely get it pretty soon"), let alone all the whorish things I've done in my private life where AIM testing *wasn't* a prerequisite to fuck.
But you know what? I got fully tested two months ago (paying the $300 for the first time to get that AIM test) and it came back totally clean for everything. Really surprised the fuck out of me as I just assumed I'd picked it up over the years from fifty different sources (most of those without condoms).
This (and Stevie's experience) just proves my point. Not everyone entering the industry has it, but if they continue working under the current apathetic conditions then it's only a matter of time and ill fortune before they do.
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#270294 - 08/30/07 10:36 AM
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Porn Jesus
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Girls work with raging staph infections and Christian eats their rotten vaginas. That is how it works.
Paging Mia Rose...you have a call on Line 3.
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#270299 - 08/30/07 12:37 PM
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Porn Jesus
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Just when XPT was running short on single issue posters...
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#270300 - 08/30/07 01:01 PM
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Porn Jesus
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What's this? ChristianXXX is bisexual?
[sarcasm]When did this happen and why hasn't Luke dedicated an entire site to it?[/sarcasm]
Point of order--AIDS isn't on the 'rise' in the gay community so much as HIV is. But that's being overshadowed by ALL of the other STDs and most health agencies put a lot of that down to heavy meth use amongst gay men.
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#270301 - 08/30/07 05:10 PM
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What's this? ChristianXXX is bisexual?
No sir, He is a Gay man. In 20 years he will be a GAY MAN. If he contracts HIV(which doesn't go to FULL BLOWN AIDS) he will live life like a GAY MAN. He is GAY. Just because he is a "Porns Stud" now doesn't mean he isn't attracted to MEN. Yes MEN. Plenty of gay men have families and then settle into bing a GAY MAN. Porn today is FULL OF GAYS pretending to be "PORN STUDS". Gay men CRUISE. meaneing they seek casual dangerous sexual encounters with OTHER GAY MEN. Its part of the culture, especially when they are living the life of a straight Man(porn stud).
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#270306 - 08/31/07 09:05 AM
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Bella video blog about herpes.
Sorry to potentially distract from the new main event but, from the looks of this blog video, couldn't she simply have a (temporary) staph infection (which started as an ass rash) unrelated to her prior case of herpes? Since the "tests aren't in," I'm a little baffled as to what's really going on here.
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#270308 - 08/31/07 09:13 AM
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"So am I gay? . . .Or not?"
“You've probably been brought up thinking that everyone, including yourself, is straight.â€
- Phil -
“Being gay is something you might discover about yourself as you grow up - it's unlikely to be a sudden feeling.â€
- Andy -
“Working out you are gay will probably take a long time, and may involve very difficult feelings.â€
- Howard -
“Feelings of being 'different' and 'odd'.â€
- Peter -
“I guess from a young age I knew I was different from the other guys.â€
- Steven -
“...And wishing that you could be the same as everyone else.â€
- John -
“And you'll probably discover that many people don't seem to like people who are gay, so it can be very difficult to like yourself if you think you might be gay.â€
- Tim -
We've all experienced many of these feelings. It hasn't been easy, but it does get better.
The information here is put together from the words of some young gay men who have agreed to share their stories. Hopefully, what they say here can help you if you're wondering whether you're gay or not, and help you to deal with your feelings if you decide that you are. We also hope that their words will give everyone else who reads them a better idea of what it feels like to be a young gay man.
Loads of people will be attracted to someone of the same gender at some time in their lives. Some people might act on this, some people don't even admit it. But it's a very common thing - so don't worry, you're not alone!
“I always thought I was the only one who felt like this.â€
- Martin -
“I felt there was no one who understood, and that I would just keep it to myself.â€
- Dave -
"What does it mean to be gay?"
A man who identifies himself as gay is usually someone who only fancies other men. Some guys will be attracted to other men and be attracted to women - many of these men see themselves as bisexual.
There isn't any 'right' age for someone to decide or realise that they're gay or bisexual - for some people it's much later than for others. So there's no need to label yourself right away, and it's okay to change your mind!
“I was married for 30 years before I came to realised that I was gay.â€
- Joel -
“I'm 18 and I have always known that I am gay since I was 13â€
- Gary -
“Well I have know since I was 6 that I was gay, all the way through primary school and especially secondary schoolâ€
- Chris -
"But I'm not sure - how do I know?"
Being a teen can be a really confusing time for all sorts of reasons. You start thinking you've coped with puberty - and then all of a sudden, you get these new feelings. You start wondering - could I be gay?
There isn't a questionnaire you can fill in or a test to take! While your sexuality is developing, many teens will become attracted to someone of the same gender - it doesn't mean that you'll always be attracted to people of that gender. Some people can be quite old before they have their first same-sex attraction. For some people, the only way to know for sure is to wait and see. Other people seem to have known they were gay since they were really young - everyone's different.
“I have always known I was attracted to boys. I didn't quiet know what it was, or that it wasn't something most boys did. But I always knew. I can remember back to 1st grade playing 'kiss chase' with the girls. Yet I was chasing WITH the girls after the boys.â€
- Cody -
For many people who were brought up thinking they were straight, it can come as quite a surprise to realise that they're attracted to people of the same gender. Sometimes something might happen to make you suddenly aware of these feelings - or you might have become aware of them slowly, over a long time.
It can sometimes seem like there's just too much to deal with - but don't worry, you don't have to make any decisions right now, and feelings often make more sense after some time's passed.
"Is it just a phase. . . ?"
This can be the reaction of some people who might not want to accept how you feel. While it's true that some teens might have same-sex feelings for a while, and then stop having them - for other teens it's not a 'phase' at all, but an important part of your life.
“My therapist also told me that I wasn't gay. It was the drugs, the new freedom, me not partying enough in high schoolâ€
- Joel -
“All the way through primary school and especially secondary school I knew although at first I was sure it was all a phase and that I would eventually meet a girl and my life would go 'normal' that wasn't the case, now I'm proud to be gay, it's part of who I am,â€
- Chris -
“It was pretty obvious by 6th grade that my 'I am curious and this is only a phase' excuse was obsolete, so I decided to consider myself a bisexual, an orientation that still left some hope of marrying a girl and having a family like 'everyone else.' Having low expectations on the romantic theatre by my peers (I am a nerd) helped a lot, and gave me breathing space for my exploration of the 'homosexual taboo' online before I finally accepted the reality: I was gay.â€
- Christian -
"But I just wanna be normal!"
Well, that's normal! Everyone wants to fit in - but really, everyone's different anyway. There're loads of gay people - and now there're gay people on television, in music, in the media in almost every country. Being gay is 'normal' - even though it might seem like you don't know any other gay people at the moment.
“That's what you're supposed to do, I thought, find a nice girl, settle down, have kids, retire and die. It was all I'd ever wanted since being a little'n. To be 'normal'.â€
- Pete -
“I would like to suggest to anyone, the feeling never goes away that being gay IS normal and it allows for a fulfilled life and a new found self pride that you don't have to hide and pretend to be something you aren't.â€
- David -
“When I was a kid I would occasionally try and will myself into being straight. I know now that it is impossible and I don't want to anymore. Even as a child I saw that there was benefits to being gay. I know this may sound wierd to some of you but I always knew it would help me see the world in a better way. By better I mean without crude judgment of people. By being oppressed yourself you are less likely to do the same to others.â€
- Roger -
"Was I born gay?"
This is a question that's been asked for years and years - and it's still being asked now. No-one knows what makes someone gay. Some people (like some religious groups) say that being gay is a choice, and that you can decide whether you want to be gay, bi or straight. Most gay people would disagree with this, and say that they've always been gay.
“I didn't have a bad childhood, so I do believe that I was born with my homosexuality, and I'm fine with that!â€
- Jason -
Some people suggest that people 'become' gay as a result of something to do with the way they were brought up, or because of something that happened in their childhood. This is also something that parents of gay people seem to worry about.
“You see, as a father he felt as if it was something he did or didn't do. Not realizing it was a personal characteristic I was born with and there wasn't anything that he or I could do about it. Other than accept the truth and deal with the fact that his son was gay.â€
- Javier -
Other people say that no-one can choose their sexuality, and that whether people are attracted to someone of the same gender is genetic - that they inherited being gay, that were made that way.
“Because my brother is gay I think there must be something linked, genetically somewhere...â€
- Michael -
Generally, though, most people agree that, whatever is responsible for making someone gay, bi or straight - that's just the way they are.
“Being gay is not a decision, like I said. It is a way of life. It is same way straight people are born straight. Now there are some people, guys and girls, who just jump up and decide to have sex with the same sex and the opposite sex, just for fun. But being truly gay isn't like that, as a matter of fact, most people that are gay, when they meet someone of the same sex that is gay, the first thing in their mind isn't, 'ooh, they are hot, I want to have sex with them'. - Notice I said most, some people though, that IS the first thing in their mind. Anyway, my point is, this is your life, and although some of you said that you may decide to live out your life 'straight', you can't change who you are, though you can fake it, marry a women, have kids, you will still never truly be happy, and you will still have thoughts about the same sex.â€
- Jason -
"When should I tell people?"
The first difficult thing for you to deal with is realising and accepting for yourself that you're gay or bi. Once you know - you might want other people to know, as well. But this should be something that happens in your own time, when you feel ready.
“I've told three friends that I'm gay, but one of them told a few more people. It took some serious talking to clear that one up, he doesn't understand that I'm not ready to tell the whole freaking school that I'm gay... I mean what 15 year old would want to tell a whole year group of mostly straight homophobes!!â€
- Phil -
If you know that you're gay, and no-one else knows, it can be really difficult. Some parts of the world are less accepting of gay people than others are, and so are some families. This means that many gay people grow up with their friends and families thinking that they're straight - and the pressure of keeping your sexuality a secret can get really stressful.
“Finally, I could no longer take it, and decided I needed to tell my family on my twenty-first birthday. But that day came and went just like any other. I wasn't able to bring myself to tell what I thought was such an awful secret.â€
- Dave -
But if you're not ready, you don't have to tell anyone - there's always plenty of time in the future, if you don't want to do it now.
“I do plan on coming out, just not yet. I'd rather wait until I'm comfortable. Wait 'til you're ready. Don't feel pressured to come out right away or even at all! After all, one of the last things you want is to lose a friend or distance yourself with a family member. Or even worse, if you're young like I am you may find that you really are just going through a phase and you find out that you're not gay after you've told everyone and their mother that you are.â€
- Graeme -
Sometimes, the feelings of having a secret and not being able to tell people about it can really build up inside. Working out your sexuality can be a difficult process, and these things are usually easier to deal with if you've got someone to talk to. The process of telling people that you're gay or bisexual is known as 'coming out'.
“When I was 19 I could no longer keep it to myself, I told my brother and sister in-law who have a few gay friends and they were like 'hey it's no big deal' they love me for who I am and I love spending time with them. Now I'm 20 and I need to tell my parents, although I don't know if I'll ever be able to.â€
- Chris -
There're no right & wrong ways to come out to people, and you should only do it when you're ready. It can be really scary telling people if you're not sure how they're going to react - especially your family. Often the hardest people to tell are your parents. But you can make it easier for them and for you by waiting until you're sure you're ready. If you do decide to come out to them, choose a good time to tell them, too - they might need to have some space to think about what you've told them, so a really busy time like Thanksgiving or Christmas might not be best! Some teens find it easier to write their parents a note or a letter.
“Telling my friends was the easy part - not fun - but they have all been okay with it. Telling my mum was hard but do-able, but telling my dad was just impossible. I spent ages agonizing about it and worrying and thinking about letters or just blurting it out, but in the end I realized the easiest thing was not to tell him at all but get someone else to do it for me.
“I know not everyone has someone willing or able to do this for them but I got my brother to do it for me - and instead of the really negative reaction I expected from my dad nothing has changed. Coming out doesn't have to be on someone else's terms. If you need to, then be manipulative - not nastily - but just doing things in a way so that people will react better to them.
“I thought my dad would be really pissed off but because my brother told him he had space and time to think it over and decide how he was going to react he wasn't that bad. I'm not saying this would work for everyone, but if you think about it, there are ways of softening the blow - or even taking away the sting altogether.â€
- Hugo -
Many people find that the best thing to do is to tell just one or two people first, people who they really trust.
“When I first got away from my old school, I emailed all of my friends. I told them all I was gay. Not surprisingly, 2 of them said it was wrong and gross. I wasn't that close to them anyway. The others supported me, told me that kind of figured it out on their own, and wished I would have told them before. I was in shock. I made my first huge step in the direction of being myself.â€
- Cody -
So try to think it through, think what you're going to say, and how they might react. You don't have to tell anyone, unless you want to! If you're starting to realise that you're gay or bi, you'll already have a lot to think about - but don't worry - it's something you can come to feel proud about.
“If you know that you're gay, be proud. Don't let it hold you back. If you're on the fence, that's okay too. But the sooner you're certain what you are and are comfortable with it, the happier you'll be.â€
- Graeme -
"Everyone round here hates gay people. . ."
This sort of prejudice against gay people is called homophobia, and unfortunately, it's quite common in some parts of the world.
“Because I live in a small town which is mainly homophobic I wasn't the most popular guy around. I kept myself to myself so I got the grief of being bullied. I twice nearly killed myself cos of the bullying.â€
- Gary -
Sadly, many people use religion as an excuse to be homophobic. There's sometimes nothing you can say that'll change some people - try not to let it get to you too much. And if people in your area are making life difficult for you, try to just stick with any friends who are on your side. You don't have to stay in the area when you're older - there are many parts of the world that are much more tolerant.
“I do believe that I was born with my homosexuality, and I'm fine with that! A lot of people think being gay or lesbian is a sin, and we will go to hell for it, but this is how I look at it... God makes everyone right? God made me, God made you, God made and continues to make everyone. Therefore if God made me gay, because this isn't some DECISION that I made up one day, then this is how I am suppose to live, and die; and I am proud to be gay.â€
- Jason -
If you've been brought up to think that gay people are bad in some way, or that there's something wrong with them, this can make it really hard for you if you realise that you, too, are one of these dreaded gay people... but that's not necessarily a bad thing. It can make you think again about your prejudices and wonder whether people who say negative stuff about gay men and lesbians are wrong, after all.
“I used to think being gay was terrible, but I have come to see that while it offers many challenges, it still offers much opportunity and hope. It also gives me a different perspective on things, and overall, I believe it has made me a better person. I wouldn't change that aspect about myself for the world.â€
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#270312 - 08/31/07 09:25 AM
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Ed Hardy Wearing Loser
Registered: 12/10/06
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That sucks. Belladonna is one of my favorite pornstars, I don't know what you people's problem with her is. granted, the squatting shorthair pic is not becoming, but she has a perfect butt and fucks like a banshee on camera. I will miss Belladonna, its a shame she has to go out like that. Oh, and I've never said it before, so here I go: "fuck kurt lockwood"
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#270313 - 08/31/07 09:27 AM
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You're right about shingles on the ass. It follows a nerve line: "In the active rash stage, shingles may be confused with herpes simplex, particularly in young adults and if the blisters occur on the buttocks or around the mouth. Herpes simplex, however, does not usually generate chronic pain." http://adam.about.com/reports/000082_5.htm
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#270314 - 08/31/07 09:32 AM
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Correction Appended
One hour into "Brokeback Mountain," Amy Jo Remmele began to cry, and not just for the woman on-screen, standing in a doorway in Riverton, Wyo., watching her husband embrace a man.
"When I saw that look in her eyes, I thought, 'Oh, yeah.' Even though I never saw my husband with another man, I knew exactly how that woman would have felt," said Mrs. Remmele, a respiratory therapist in rural Minnesota.
On June 1, 2000, Mrs. Remmele, then 31, discovered her husband's profile on the Web site gay.com. The couple stayed up all that night weeping and talking. Soon afterward, 10 days before she gave birth to her second child, Mrs. Remmele's husband went off to spend a couple of nights with his new boyfriend. "I tried to talk him out of it, and he left anyway," Mrs. Remmele said. "I was devastated." Three months later the couple divorced.
Mrs. Remmele — now married to a farmer who raises cattle, corn and soybeans — is one of an estimated 1.7 million to 3.4 million American women who once were or are now married to men who have sex with men.
The estimate derives from "The Social Organization of Sexuality," a 1990 study, that found that 3.9 percent of American men who had ever been married had had sex with men in the previous five years. The lead author, Edward O. Laumann, a sociologist at the University of Chicago, estimated that 2 to 4 percent of ever-married American women had knowingly or unknowingly been in what are now called mixed-orientation marriages.
Such marriages are not just artifacts of the closeted 1950's. In the 16th century, Queen Anne of Denmark had eight children with King James I of England, known not only for the King James Bible, but also for his devotion to male favorites, one of whom he called "my sweet child and wife."
Other women include Constance Wilde, Phyllis Gates, Linda Porter, Renata Blauel and Dina Matos McGreevey, wed respectively to Oscar Wilde, Rock Hudson, Cole Porter, Elton John and James E. McGreevey, the former governor of New Jersey.
Although precise numbers are impossible to come by, 10,000 to 20,000 such wives have contacted online support groups, and increasing numbers of them are women in their 20's or 30's.
On the whole these are not marriages of convenience or cynical efforts to create cover. Gay and bisexual men continue to marry for complex reasons, many impelled not only by discrimination, but also by wishful thinking, the layered ambiguities of sexual love and authentic affection.
"These men genuinely love their wives," said Joe Kort, a clinical social worker in Royal Oak, Mich., who has counseled hundreds of gay married men, including a minority who stay in their marriages. Many, he said, considered themselves heterosexual men with homosexual urges that they hoped to confine to private fantasy life.
"They fall in love with their wives, they have children, they're on a chemical, romantic high, and then after about seven years, the high falls away and their gay identity starts emerging," Mr. Kort said. "They don't mean any harm."
Helen Fisher, a research anthropologist at Rutgers University, said in an interview that human partnerships are shaped by three independent neurochemical brain-body systems, responsible respectively for sexual attraction, romantic yearning and long-term attachment.
"The three systems are very fickle. They can act together, or they can act separately," Dr. Fisher said. This, she said, helps explain why people can be wildly sexually attracted to those they have no romantic interest in, and romantically drawn to — or permanently attached to — people who hold no sexual interest.
"Once the system is triggered, it's so chemically powerful that you can easily overlook everything about that person that doesn't work for you," Dr. Fisher said. "Even straight people have fallen in love with people they could never make a life with," she said.
This is cold comfort to women who lose not only the men they love, but also their faith in how to parse reality. "A lot of women feel that they were just used as covers, but I know in my heart of hearts he loved me," Mrs. Remmele said. "You can't fake the way he used to look at me.
"I had no suspicions whatsoever. He's very masculine looking. It's not like he had Barbra Streisand or show tunes on."
Mr. Kort, however, said that women should look deeper. "Straight people rarely marry gay people accidentally," he wrote in a case study of a mixed-orientation marriage published last September in Psychotherapy Networker, a magazine for which this reporter is the features editor.
Some women, Mr. Kort said, find gay men less judgmental and more flexible, while others unconsciously seek partnerships that are not sexually passionate.But that sort of speculation infuriated Michele Weiner-Davis, a marriage therapist and author. "That's psychobabble," Ms. Wiener-Davis said. "A lot of gay people don't know they're gay. So how in the world are their spouses supposed to have some sort of gaydar?"
She continued, "Therapists should deal with the real issues — the shock to her system, that her husband wasn't who she thought he was and the impact on her own identity."
In the months after the discovery, Mrs. Remmele said, her husband left her alone with the baby on many evenings as he explored desires he had never dared to acknowledge. "So many of the gay spouses, they've denied themselves for so long, and it's like they're going through teenage-hood," Mrs. Remmele said. "I don't know if they really realize how much they're hurting their spouse."
At first, Mrs. Remmele told nobody. "We live in a small rural community, and people just aren't openly gay here," she said. "I didn't want people making fun of him."
About two-thirds of the women who contact the International Straight Spouse Network in El Cerrito, Calif., eventually divorce, said Amity Pierce Buxton, 77, a retired school administrator who founded the group in 1992 and has been researching the topic since 1986.
Despite their shock and their anger, many women, especially those criticized by gay husbands for being too sexually demanding, are relieved to understand what was wrong.
The remaining third of those she has studied try to preserve their marriages, Dr. Buxton said. Half of those stay married for three years or more. More than 600 such couples belong to online support groups.
In a 2001 study, published in The Journal of Bisexuality, of 137 still-married gay and bisexual men and their wives, Dr. Buxton found that most lived in suburbs and medium-size cities and had been married for 11 to 30 years. Only tiny percentages lived in rural areas, where family privacy may be harder to maintain.
The survival of even a small minority of these marriages calls into question the conceptual shoe boxes into which human partnerships, affection, attraction, commitment and sexuality are often jammed. Describing their permutations and combinations turns out to be much more complicated than checking a box on a form labeled "gay," "bisexual" or "straight."
One woman in her 50's, who asked to be identified only as Trillian, out of concern for her husband's privacy, said that she and her husband formally divorced after she discovered his secret sexual life seven years ago, but they quickly decided to stay together. She has a satisfying monogamous sexual relationship with him, while he also has sex with men.
"He tried to go back in the closet, but the more research I did on the subject, the more I realized this is an integral part of the person," she said. "You can't just turn it off like a light switch. My husband is the man of my dreams, and I could not face the rest of my life with the man of my dreams being miserable and guilt ridden over being gay."
She and her husband, together for 24 years, live in Ohio and work in manufacturing plants.
Paulette Cormack, a teacher who lives in Napa, Calif., has been married to her husband, Jerry, a retired city planner, for 36 years. For 34 years, Mrs. Cormack said in an interview, she has known that although she and her husband are sexually active together, his erotic desires otherwise focus almost exclusively on men. "It's not easy, but I truly do love him," Mrs. Cormack said.
Mr. Cormack is now involved with another married gay man, and Mrs. Cormack has had extramarital relationships. Neither has explicitly discussed this with their son, who is 25.
They remain intensely committed to each other. Last year Mr. Cormack nursed Mrs. Cormack through four months of treatments for cancer of the fallopian tubes. She eventually made a full recovery.
"What is intimacy?" pondered Mr. Cormack, as the couple sat in a coffeehouse in Berkeley, Calif., after watching "Brokeback Mountain" with others in similar situations.
He added: "I am totally committed on all levels to Paulette. I felt so intimate with her when I was caring for her during her cancer treatments — to me, that's a stronger expression of love than whether I'm having anonymous sex with a man.
I'm sure you "like Women" Christian. I'm sure "everybody in the Industry knows that". You don't want to be ostracized.
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#270315 - 08/31/07 09:49 AM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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Christian's probably not worth so much trouble dude. The guy's a fucking scummy sex worker; bottom of the totem pole. His life couldn't really get any more disposable. Whether he's a fag or not doesn't seem that important after becoming a pro rentboy. Now if you've got 20000, I'm sure we could make this sack of shit disappear. Maybe we could go halves...
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Self-deception facilitates harm to others and to oneself, undermines autonomy, corrupts conscience, violates authenticity, and manifests a vicious lack of courage and self-control that undermines the capacity for compassionate action.
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#270318 - 08/31/07 10:21 AM
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holy shit thats 2 seriously long posts!
I, for one, will never say anything about Da Burg again. 
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#270319 - 08/31/07 10:58 AM
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Gay For Pay
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holy shit thats 2 seriously long posts!
Now I can go the blaze route of most XTP and post some thing like.
We all know Christian you like really LONG POST....
or
Shit on YOUR POST?>>>>>BLAH BLAH BLAH
The Content of your post when engaging in most topic here is to complain about the "name calling" and "baiting". I have pointed out that your are Gay(yes bisexuality IS under that tent). I've given you FACTUAL situations by others that you are gay(the last was a NEW YORK TIME ARTICLE). I can also direct you to the THE JOURNAL OF BISEXUALITY for further reading. I can go as far(but I wont) as to name names of prominent gay men in SAN ANTONIO who KNOW YOU. Have pictures of you...
The issue is YOU ARE GAY. You are the biggest example of many of your ilk who have proliferated themselves in the straight "main stream" of this Industry. You've been able to do this because of Producer/Moguls like John Stagliano and Agent/Pimps like Ben English of LA DIRECT MODELS(your Pimp/agent) who are also gay(bisexual).
Now Luke Ford can go on OUTING women (and only women) who have left the industry till the cows come home. He can also post on Belladona comming clean about a STD she has carried and passed on for FIVE YEARS.
There is true concern in the issues I bring to light which merits TRUE JOURNALISTIC attention.
THEIR WILL BE ANOTHER AIDS OUTBREAK IN PORN , because the AIM is a sham. It PREVENTS nothing but only is in place to LOCALIZE and MINIMALIZE the next OUTBREAK. By being the HEAD OF AIM Dr Sharon Mitchell is Confidence Person on the largest scale.
THE OUTBREAK WILL COME FROM PERFORMERS LIKE YOU AND COMPANIES LIKE EVIL ANGEL.
Edited by Karma'sFist (08/31/07 11:08 AM)
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#270323 - 08/31/07 11:24 AM
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Staph has been officially ruled out, Tricia? I guess if it doesn't hurt, then it's not shingles and herpetic in origin. Staph hurts. I had impetigo as a little kid--the result of swimming in the pre-casino Atlantic City Bay (duh  ) with an allergic rash on my arms-- and it burned like a bitch.
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#270324 - 08/31/07 12:14 PM
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Gay For Pay
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you do realize that i work for
Naughty America
Falcon Foto
Evil Angel
Brazzers
Hustler
Northstar
AMA Video
Matrix Content
Vivid
Adam and Eve
DVSX
SexZ Pictures
Pure Play
Twisties
Metro
Kink.com
Wildlife
Platinum X
Devils Films
and countless other sites and small companies
why single evil angel out? your posts get stranger and stranger. but keep them up, they are interesting
According to Iafd you have been in 201 DVD products
22 have been Evil Angel Productions
of those 22
12 are of Gay THEMES(trans sexual and girls bottoming you with a strap on)
Throw in The Siniplex and Devil's Films. How about NorthStar(for its assocation with THE BIGGEST GAY/PAY star of all time PETERNORTH) thats ROUGHLY 41 titles produced by
"COMPANIES LIKE EVIL ANGEL"
Extrapolate that over a projected career of 1000 such titles (if you last that long dodging HIV and the possibility if the Industry coming to its senses and extracting your ilk from it) Your on your way to a lifetime Bottom total of 400 HOMORUNS.
You are GAY Its your preference. The industry was a hare's breath from FEDERAL REGULATION in 1997 and 2004. The simple fact that You(plural) being in the industry demonstrates a failure of self regulation. When you(plural) cause the next outbreak it may well be the END of the industry and FUN FOR EVERYBODY ELSE.
I'm not singling out EVIL ANGEL. They are the BIGGEST OFFENDER. They make a large portion of there money from Tanny and Gay porn. They have their two FACE MEN(Rocco and Nacho) SHOOTING THAT PORN.
Marc Wallas was the catalyst for the FIRST OUTBREAK. He was an EVIL ANGEL guy at the time. He was a bisexual. He when his IV drug use spiraled out of control the LAW OF AVERAGES were against him and he contracted HIV. John Stagliano is a BISEXUAL.
I think with the history of the company and its associations saying "COMPANIES LIKE EVIL ANGEL"is justified.
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#270328 - 08/31/07 01:28 PM
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I'm not singling out EVIL ANGEL. They are the BIGGEST OFFENDER. They make a large portion of there money from Tanny and Gay porn. They have their two FACE MEN(Rocco and Nacho) SHOOTING THAT PORN.
Marc Wallas was the catalyst for the FIRST OUTBREAK. He was an EVIL ANGEL guy at the time. He was a bisexual. He when his IV drug use spiraled out of control the LAW OF AVERAGES were against him and he contracted HIV. John Stagliano is a BISEXUAL.
Ummm... Marc Wallice deserves to rot. But he worked for Patrick Collins at the time. That would be ELEGANT ANGEL, not Evil Angel. With all your textbook information, that's an easy mixup I guess.
Rocco and Nacho are 2 of our 12 producers. How does that make what they produce equal such a large amount of Evil's sales volume? Sure, Rocco has made 4 tranny movies out of his 200 movies. Oh well.
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#270330 - 08/31/07 02:09 PM
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#270331 - 08/31/07 02:14 PM
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#270332 - 08/31/07 03:00 PM
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I'm not singling out EVIL ANGEL. They are the BIGGEST OFFENDER. They make a large portion of there money from Tanny and Gay porn. They have their two FACE MEN(Rocco and Nacho) SHOOTING THAT PORN.
Marc Wallas was the catalyst for the FIRST OUTBREAK. He was an EVIL ANGEL guy at the time. He was a bisexual. He when his IV drug use spiraled out of control the LAW OF AVERAGES were against him and he contracted HIV. John Stagliano is a BISEXUAL.
Ummm... Marc Wallice deserves to rot. But he worked for Patrick Collins at the time. That would be ELEGANT ANGEL, not Evil Angel. With all your textbook information, that's an easy mixup I guess.
Rocco and Nacho are 2 of our 12 producers. How does that make what they produce equal such a large amount of Evil's sales volume? Sure, Rocco has made 4 tranny movies out of his 200 movies. Oh well.
Wallice was just a hired gun.
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#270333 - 08/31/07 03:03 PM
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At least Tritone isn't long winded about his agenda.
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#270335 - 08/31/07 03:18 PM
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At least Tritone isn't long winded about his agenda.
Tritone's like reading Fitzgerald or Hemingway compared to this shit. Dude!!! Edit!!!
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#270336 - 08/31/07 04:09 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
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Karma said:
Nice try Tricia. So there is no Association between Patrick Collins and your "husband" John Stagliano? You were infected by the INDUSTRY'S "preventative measures" at the time and are and were ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL ANGEL AND JOHN STAGLIANO.
All you can say is "MARK WALLACE CAN ROT IN HELL".
ummm... no. Marc worked for Patrick Collins. Elegant Angel became it's own company completely separate from John and Evil Angel in 1996. I worked with Marc Wallice in fall 1997, a few months after I stopped being an exclusive performer for Elegant Angel, not Evil.
And I never mentioned hell. It would seem silly since I don't believe in hell. Go back and read my responses to Shane Bugbee.
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#270337 - 08/31/07 04:11 PM
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You're kooky. Bianca is HIV -. She told me so.
Well, that settles it then...if only US performers could be so honest, open and trustworthy about their STD status. 
So Darth, I'm guessing you subscribe to the 'Darren James didn't give HIV to Lara Roxx, she gave it to him!' theory?
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#270338 - 08/31/07 07:02 PM
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Nice try Tricia. So there is no Association between Patrick Collins and your "husband" John Stagliano? You were infected by the INDUSTRY'S "preventative measures" at the time and are and were ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL ANGEL AND JOHN STAGLIANO.
All you can say is "MARK WALLACE CAN ROT IN HELL".
ummm... no. Marc worked for Patrick Collins.Elegant Angel became it's own company completely separate from John and Evil Angel in 1996. I worked with Marc Wallice in fall 1997, a few months after I stopped being an exclusive performer for Elegant Angel, not Evil.
And I never mentioned hell. It would seem silly since I don't believe in hell. Go back and read my responses to Shane Bugbee.
Thanks for illustrating the association of Patrick Collins and John Stagliano.
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#270341 - 09/01/07 12:13 AM
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Nice try Tricia. So there is no Association between Patrick Collins and your "husband" John Stagliano? You were infected by the INDUSTRY'S "preventative measures" at the time and are and were ASSOCIATED WITH EVIL ANGEL AND JOHN STAGLIANO.
Sure Rocco as done 4 tranny movies out of many. WHY DOES HE HAVE ANY if not by edict of Stagliano and his OWN personal practices. Further more I see that your not contesting that your company makes a good portion of its money from that type of Pornography and you have more than 2of your 12 producers MAKING that product.
The Head of your company is a BISEXUAL(thereby an homosexual bye most psychiatric standards)
He has driven the acceptability of Straight for Pay "studs". He condones high risk porn practices. The Aids out breaks can be associated if not traced back to him. IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN. When it does bye bye industry. I guess you and John have totally lost the LONGTERM outlook on life and business considering you are infected with a FATAL DISEASE.
Why hasn't any so called "Pron Journalist" spoken to Mr Wallace recently, or any OTHER infected former performer. Where is thier VOICE. You seem incapable or unwilling to speak honestly about the disease the business and its practices. All you can say is "MARK WALLACE CAN ROT IN HELL". Well he is going die because of the disease he has and so are you and John. The hell part isn't up to anybody but a higher power.
HIV is no longer fatal - it doesn't necessarily lead to AIDS. I would be willing to bet both Tricia and John could pass a PCR-DNA no problem. They both look really healthy to me and will more likely die of natural causes. You are very misinformed.
The drugs can have serious side effects.
Regimens can be complicated, requiring patients to take several pills at various times during the day, although treatment regimens have been greatly simplified in recent years. If patients miss doses, drug resistance can develop
If an HIV infection becomes resistant to standard HAART, there are limited options. If an HIV infection becomes sufficiently resistant to antiretroviral-drugs, treatment becomes more complicated and prognosis may deteriorate.HIV spends some of its life-cycle in a state where its DNA is entirely integrated into human DNA. Under certain conditions, drug-resistant strains of the virus can remain dormant in this state, since CD4 T-cells also are dormant when not aroused by invading organisms. The resistant strain can then reemerge when antiretroviral drugs are re-introduced.It is still unclear whether suppressing or even eliminating HIV will be adequate to restore normal immune function in the long term, since HIV can damage the ability of the thymus to produce normally diverse T-cells. Also, rapid suppression of HIV and partial restoration of the immune system sometimes produces a dangerous hypersensitivity reaction, immune reconstitution inflammatory syndrome.
I think Sir that you are misinformed. I know people who have died even after being on the cocktails. The reasons are many. It could be they were worn down by the physical side affects of the Therapy's(Its like chemotherapy that NEVER ENDS)
Saying that no person has died or will not die from AIDS after being on the cocktail is rather myopic.
Hello WORLD!!
YOU CAN ALL GO HOME NOW!!! NO NEED FOR RESEARCH!!! NO NEED TO FRET!!!!
FOR DARTH HAS DECLARED,
"HIV is no longer fatal - it doesn't necessarily lead to AIDS"
THAT IS ALL!!!
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#270344 - 09/01/07 10:24 AM
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Folks, you don't just get Herpes on a small spot of your backside. It's a venereal disease, therefore I predict she did not contract Herpes in any form. Everyone in porn has Herpes. It's probably some skin malady that a little Jurgens lotion will clear up over time. She'll be opening her hole to baseball bats again, unless she contracted something really socially repugnant--hence her desire to not transmit it to anyone else. 
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#270345 - 09/01/07 10:35 AM
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#270346 - 09/01/07 10:36 AM
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Folks, you don't just get Herpes on a small spot of your backside. It's a venereal disease, therefore I predict she did not contract Herpes in any form. Everyone in porn has Herpes. It's probably some skin malady that a little Jurgens lotion will clear up over time. She'll be opening her hole to baseball bats again, unless she contracted something really socially repugnant--hence her desire to not transmit it to anyone else.
what she want she put forks, knives, milk enemas, food and another uncommon things in her ass and pussy
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#270347 - 09/02/07 11:40 AM
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#270348 - 09/03/07 10:38 AM
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we are miss something here if you a read belladonna's post before the herpes issue, she wrote about a cuckold play she are playing with her husband, and then she told about her fuck's with other guy without her husband(cheating him) if you search about cuckold lifestyle, one of the practices are the wife hangout with her bull(the Other guy), fuck with him, the bull have tu make her a cream pie and then the husband eat the creampie did bellas' husband eat the other guy cream pie ???? 
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#270349 - 09/04/07 12:03 PM
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It is funny that Belladonna's blog is called, "The end of an era". Bella - you aren't an era. Ass stretching and fucking isn't an era. All this means is that you've quit performing... for now. Didn't you give up dick before and make a big announcement about it? Then you were back on the dick. If Playboy goes under, that would be the end of an era. If John Candy or Chris Farley die, that is the end of an era. When the porn industry goes all condom because too many people have caught STD's, that will be the end of an era. You aren't even a blip inside of an era.
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#270350 - 09/04/07 01:49 PM
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I thought it might be a case of shingles. It's like herpes, (it's even called herpes zoster) but it's a completely different virus than genital herpes. It's basically a recurrence of chicken pox, and thus not necessarily sexually transmitted. It is contagious and she shouldn't work with it when it flares up.
But I think that if it is shingles, she should get off this "poor me, the porno business gave me herpes" track.
What the fuck do I know...
Spot on with the diagnosis, DOCTOR Greenly.
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#270352 - 09/04/07 08:49 PM
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I thought it might be a case of shingles. It's like herpes, (it's even called herpes zoster) but it's a completely different virus than genital herpes. It's basically a recurrence of chicken pox, and thus not necessarily sexually transmitted. It is contagious and she shouldn't work with it when it flares up.
But I think that if it is shingles, she should get off this "poor me, the porno business gave me herpes" track.
What the fuck do I know...
Spot on with the diagnosis, DOCTOR Greenly.
What do I win?
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#270353 - 09/05/07 12:28 AM
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I'm not making any judgments here, just offering some info. Found a site selling a tranny video that our own Mr. Christian was in called "Education of a Transsexual". It appears from the clip that he does practice safe sex and uses a condom in his scene. (There are 2 bald guys in this vid, he's the one with the yellow wristband.) If you check out the back cover, he does seem to enjoy sucking cock. The production date on this video was 2/2006 which wasn't too long ago. http://www.fyaindependent.com/home.html
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#270356 - 09/05/07 08:39 AM
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#270357 - 09/05/07 09:42 AM
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#270359 - 09/05/07 11:31 AM
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Darth-
did you even read her latest post?
The RASH wasn't herpes. She was told it was probably shingles, and will see the dermatologist again if there's a problem, because right now there's nothing there to evaluate.
She has never once implied that she hasn't had herpes.
She has to finish the Devil in Miss Jones project which is already halfway through production, and she has done some of the movie which she has a contract to do but hasn't done her seen with Savanna Samson yet.
She also has a project that she has been wanting to do for several years (since she started at Evil Angel) that she would like to be able to still do.
"My decision to quit performing with others was due to "What COULD happen" as opposed to what has happened. I just simply don't want to get anymore STDs or something worse. STDs are the most stressful part of my job and I'm sorry if I sound selfish, but how about you step into my shoes for a year or so and THEN you decide." -Bella Donna's Blog 09042007 "Pox..."
I would be Leary as well if I worked in the House of the retro-virus Known as Evil Angel. The House that Jon Stagliano Built.
I'll ask you directly Tricia.
What are your views on the "Preventative Measures" The Industry puts forth supervised by Dr Sharon Mitchell?
What Reforms do you think are necessary to make the industry safer?
Do you think that your company promotes Unsafe practices with the championing of trany porn, Gay Porns shot by "straight" directors, and "Gay" performers turn "straight" studs like Christian XXX(sorry dude you're the easiest example)?
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#270363 - 09/05/07 05:14 PM
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Thank you for answering my question. I'll pose 3 FINAL followup's. Quote:
I think the industry in general needs to be aware that nobody knows what their scene partner did off-camera last week.
Don't you think the removal of people from a high risk group like IV drug users and "Straight for pay" Actors should be STRINGENTLY followed?
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At Evil Angel, I'm very comfortable with the decision that was made last year to stop distributing movies with anal creampies. It's the only way that I know of that someone in the adult business has caught HIV in a scene....
I wish I had a solution to make things safer and yet still entertaining to watch....
....I don't think that Evil Angel directors put performers any more at risk for STDs than other gonzo companies do. Performers are tested just as strictly.
In Prague last month, our directors were the first to stop shooting scenes after a chlamydia outbreak.
I must say that changing your procedures even a little is admirable. Bang Bros has been condom only(with few exceptions) and entirely successful.
Have you or any other company done valid research that would show condom only performances would affect your bottom line?
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....I'm not a fan of Sharon Mitchell, but I do believe that current testing procedure is much better than it was 10 years ago, or even 5 years ago.... I'd be supportive of going to 2-week testing with the production companies covering a portion of the cost per performer....
Don't you think that a Competent Director of AIM would be pushing the Industry to TESTING for EVERYTHING, CONDOM ONLY PERFORMANCES, and MORE FREQUENT TESTING?
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#270364 - 09/05/07 06:19 PM
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I'll tackle the second two first:
Several companies went condom-only, including Video Team, Seymore Butts and Vivid. All three of those are back to condom-optional, and it wasn't because they stopped caring. Their sales definitely had gone down, and Christian Mann who owns Video Team publicly stated that he was disappointed that was the case.
As long as there is non-condom porn available, the vast majority of fans will seek that out - if it's available as DVDs or strictly online.
Sharon did try to push for testing more things more often. On the condom-only part, I think she also realizes that some producers don't care at all about performers. I remember right after one HIV scare, Extreme started putting Always 100% Condom-Free on their boxes as a marketing tool.
I can't stand drug use in general, IV or not.
For guys that we know are bi or gay... if they're practicing safe sex and are getting tested regularly, I don't think they should be singled out more than guys that we don't know what they do every second they're not on set. I'd rather up the testing to every two weeks than see the business start a witchhunt to blacklist people. For every straight porn guy who is known to have done something else, there's another two that have done the same thing but people just don't know about it. It's not an ideal world.
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#270365 - 09/05/07 10:45 PM
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I'll tackle the second two first:
Several companies went condom-only, including Video Team, Seymore Butts and Vivid. All three of those are back to condom-optional, and it wasn't because they stopped caring. Their sales definitely had gone down, and Christian Mann who owns Video Team publicly stated that he was disappointed that was the case.
As long as there is non-condom porn available, the vast majority of fans will seek that out - if it's available as DVDs or strictly online.
Sharon did try to push for testing more things more often. On the condom-only part, I think she also realizes that some producers don't care at all about performers. I remember right after one HIV scare, Extreme started putting Always 100% Condom-Free on their boxes as a marketing tool.
I can't stand drug use in general, IV or not.
For guys that we know are bi or gay... if they're practicing safe sex and are getting tested regularly, I don't think they should be singled out more than guys that we don't know what they do every second they're not on set. I'd rather up the testing to every two weeks than see the business start a witchhunt to blacklist people. For every straight porn guy who is known to have done something else, there's another two that have done the same thing but people just don't know about it. It's not an ideal world.
The only condom related thing I'd like to see more of in porn is bitches drinking cum from filled ones. Apart from that, I don't want to see them at all.
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#270367 - 09/06/07 08:17 AM
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Yeah, reminds me. How's the herpes, Ben?
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#270369 - 09/06/07 10:11 PM
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Several companies went condom-only, including Video Team, Seymore Butts and Vivid. All three of those are back to condom-optional, and it wasn't because they stopped caring. Their sales definitely had gone down, and Christian Mann who owns Video Team publicly stated that he was disappointed that was the case.
Christian Mann also said that he eventually realized that he wasn't protecting the performers. They would use condoms on his set, and then work for other producers and not use condoms. So he was losing sales and the performers weren't any safer.
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#270370 - 09/07/07 07:31 AM
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I'm voting for icthyosis. It's not life threatening or anything, but it carries a social stigma, kind of like porn and mange.
Wasn't that one of the larger dinosaurs?
From Wiki
April 2007.
Ichthyosis is a family of genetic dermatological conditions seen in humans and domestic animals. Its literal translation is "fish skin", as people or animals with ichthyosis have scaly skin which can vaguely resemble the scales of a fish.
The term ichthyosis is sometimes used to refer to the specific condition ichthyosis vulgaris. Ichthyosis was formerly referred to as "pseudo-leprosy," as it can produce an appearance superficially similar to that of leprosy.
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#270371 - 09/07/07 11:09 AM
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Porn Jesus
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...it can produce an appearance superficially similar to that of leprosy.
note to self: begin thinking of Belladonna/leprosy jokes. 
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#270372 - 05/02/08 07:07 AM
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*sigh* Well, my plan WAS to fill you all in on my past week and a half of life. But, sometimes things change in an instant. I CAN tell you that a few weeks back, I was as high on life. I felt that there was nothing in the world that could bring me down. I was given permission, by my husband, to have sex with other men. When I was first told, I never thought for a second that I could actually ever go through with it, so I just teased him by telling him stories of me having sex with other men, and it was a lot of fun. I did mention to him that if I were ever to do it, it had to be someone I was extremely attracted to. Well, that day came along. I found the perfect man to share this experience with. I told this man that I wanted to have sex with him and that I would pay for him to get tested so that we could enjoy ourselves knowing that we were safe. I had been around this guy in the past and Herpes was brought up, but it was never a straight forward question, so my answer was that 99.9% of the porn industry has Herpes. I thought by saying that it was pretty clear, but I should never have assumed. I got the test results back from Aim Healthcare and his test was negative for everything, so we set a time and a place for our rendezvous and I went on about my merry way. I was in heaven, feeling like I was thirteen year old again and having my first kiss at Skateworld. I had so much desire for this man and didn't even know it until my husband told me of his fantasy. Well, I went to meet up with him and we shared some of the most incredible sex I've ever had. We began to talk about how responsible we felt for doing it this way and that people should do it like this more often. Get tested, get permission and totally enjoy yourselves. It didn't even take ANYTHING away from the excitement of it! In fact, it may have made it even better! Then we started talking about STDs and he brings up Herpes! He says, "You don't have that do you?" My heart almost hit the floor and my gut tightened up like a knot. It's a little late in the game to be asking this now, don't you think? It was as much his responsibility as it was mine, so I can't really place any blame. I really thought he knew since we had talked briefly about it before. NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING!!!! I couldn't even tell him the truth at that moment because I was so embarrassed. I just blurted out, "NO!" I kept thinking how am I going to tell him. This is a man who doesn't work in the adult industry, granted I don't know what he does in his personal life, but I should have said something before it was too late. I never said a word and left. I called Aiden right away and told him what happened and immediately after that I called "the other man" to tell him that I lied. I explained everything and told him how I felt and he was actually really calm and nice about it all. I took him to Aim Healthcare the next day to talk about it and told him I would pay to get him tested again and that I would take care of it for him. I am just crossing my fingers that I did not give him HSV-2 for life. Now you all know why I posted the Herpes blog because I went through a lot emotionally and got very stressed out over it all. I actually lost sleep and my appetite for awhile. Now everything is calmed down and I feel a lot better. My husband's fantasy is gone. And even it if it weren't I don't think I could have sex with anyone else at this point. I am fine with having sex with just my husband for the rest of my life. You don't have to ask me twice.
Anyway, here's the kicker. I started shooting the Vivid feature, The Devil in Miss Jones: Lost Paradise and everything was going well. I've been working 13 hour days and it's been challenging because I don't usually do these kinds of projects. I know that it's worth it to me though, because when I get to sit down and watch the finished product, I'll see all the hard work I put into it. The night of the 23rd, after my shower, I was putting some lotion on and felt what I thought was a rash on my upper butt cheek. I was like, what the hell is this? and kept trying to think of how I could have gotten it and from where, or was it a bug bite or something? I could not seem to pin point it. I left it alone and thought, well, it will be gone in a couple of days, no worries. But it has only gotten worse. I had to cancel my sex scenes for today and I went to the doctor, only to find that he thinks it Herpes. I am not 100% sure yet because the culture won't be back until Friday, but he loaded me up with medication. The thing is, it's not a normal sized breakout. It happens to be 2 inches in diameter and it's on my ass!!!!!!!! This isn't the worst thing that could happen. I am totally aware of that, but it is a big fucking deal to me considering the size and the placement! He even said it could very well leave a scar because of the size of it. I nearly cried! It's days like this that make my job suck. If there were one thing that I could name that would make me not want to have sex for a living it would be STDs! And that is why I am telling you all of this today. I will no longer be performing with other people. I'll still be doing solo scenes for extras on my movies and also directing, dancing and signings.
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#270373 - 05/02/08 08:55 AM
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Darth, source please!
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#270374 - 05/02/08 09:08 AM
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*sigh* Well, my plan WAS to fill you all in on my past week and a half of life. But, sometimes things change in an instant. I CAN tell you that a few weeks back, I was as high on life. I felt that there was nothing in the world that could bring me down. I was given permission, by my husband, to have sex with other men. When I was first told, I never thought for a second that I could actually ever go through with it, so I just teased him by telling him stories of me having sex with other men, and it was a lot of fun. I did mention to him that if I were ever to do it, it had to be someone I was extremely attracted to. Well, that day came along. I found the perfect man to share this experience with. I told this man that I wanted to have sex with him and that I would pay for him to get tested so that we could enjoy ourselves knowing that we were safe. I had been around this guy in the past and Herpes was brought up, but it was never a straight forward question, so my answer was that 99.9% of the porn industry has Herpes. I thought by saying that it was pretty clear, but I should never have assumed. I got the test results back from Aim Healthcare and his test was negative for everything, so we set a time and a place for our rendezvous and I went on about my merry way. I was in heaven, feeling like I was thirteen year old again and having my first kiss at Skateworld. I had so much desire for this man and didn't even know it until my husband told me of his fantasy. Well, I went to meet up with him and we shared some of the most incredible sex I've ever had. We began to talk about how responsible we felt for doing it this way and that people should do it like this more often. Get tested, get permission and totally enjoy yourselves. It didn't even take ANYTHING away from the excitement of it! In fact, it may have made it even better! Then we started talking about STDs and he brings up Herpes! He says, "You don't have that do you?" My heart almost hit the floor and my gut tightened up like a knot. It's a little late in the game to be asking this now, don't you think? It was as much his responsibility as it was mine, so I can't really place any blame. I really thought he knew since we had talked briefly about it before. NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING!!!! I couldn't even tell him the truth at that moment because I was so embarrassed. I just blurted out, "NO!" I kept thinking how am I going to tell him. This is a man who doesn't work in the adult industry, granted I don't know what he does in his personal life, but I should have said something before it was too late. I never said a word and left. I called Aiden right away and told him what happened and immediately after that I called "the other man" to tell him that I lied. I explained everything and told him how I felt and he was actually really calm and nice about it all. I took him to Aim Healthcare the next day to talk about it and told him I would pay to get him tested again and that I would take care of it for him. I am just crossing my fingers that I did not give him HSV-2 for life. Now you all know why I posted the Herpes blog because I went through a lot emotionally and got very stressed out over it all. I actually lost sleep and my appetite for awhile. Now everything is calmed down and I feel a lot better. My husband's fantasy is gone. And even it if it weren't I don't think I could have sex with anyone else at this point. I am fine with having sex with just my husband for the rest of my life. You don't have to ask me twice.
Anyway, here's the kicker. I started shooting the Vivid feature, The Devil in Miss Jones: Lost Paradise and everything was going well. I've been working 13 hour days and it's been challenging because I don't usually do these kinds of projects. I know that it's worth it to me though, because when I get to sit down and watch the finished product, I'll see all the hard work I put into it. The night of the 23rd, after my shower, I was putting some lotion on and felt what I thought was a rash on my upper butt cheek. I was like, what the hell is this? and kept trying to think of how I could have gotten it and from where, or was it a bug bite or something? I could not seem to pin point it. I left it alone and thought, well, it will be gone in a couple of days, no worries. But it has only gotten worse. I had to cancel my sex scenes for today and I went to the doctor, only to find that he thinks it Herpes. I am not 100% sure yet because the culture won't be back until Friday, but he loaded me up with medication. The thing is, it's not a normal sized breakout. It happens to be 2 inches in diameter and it's on my ass!!!!!!!! This isn't the worst thing that could happen. I am totally aware of that, but it is a big fucking deal to me considering the size and the placement! He even said it could very well leave a scar because of the size of it. I nearly cried! It's days like this that make my job suck. If there were one thing that I could name that would make me not want to have sex for a living it would be STDs! And that is why I am telling you all of this today. I will no longer be performing with other people. I'll still be doing solo scenes for extras on my movies and also directing, dancing and signings.
you moron, that is old
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#270375 - 05/02/08 08:26 PM
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you moron, that is old
don't you understand that that is his entire game? he posts old shit claiming to be breaking the news as an insider. I still don't understand why people get so bent by his posts, unless it's a direct flame like with willie, it's so transparent. I mean, come on, he calls holly horse face as bait because he knows most people dig her.
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#270376 - 05/02/08 08:31 PM
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don't you understand that that is his entire game? he posts old shit claiming to be breaking the news as an insider. I still don't understand why people get so bent by his posts, unless it's a direct flame like with willie, it's so transparent. I mean, come on, he calls holly horse face as bait because he knows most people dig her.
Holly, Vanessa Blue and I attend a support group lead by Dr. Melfi every week to get past this. Sometimes she brings a baby liger for us to pet.
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#270377 - 05/03/08 08:40 AM
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What about Belladonna's herpes?
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#270379 - 05/05/08 08:09 AM
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I have a philosophical question along the lines of tree falling in the forest. If Belladonna has herpes on an unused vagina and anus, does it really exist? Clearly it is used and used often to date, so this isn't such a conundrum. Willie, please check your dictionary to understand what I am saying.  = Willie D and I
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#270380 - 05/05/08 02:15 PM
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Max Hardcore Prison Bitch
Registered: 01/24/05
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Forget that old news.
Belladonna is back to performing. She is having a great time. She is wonderful to her fans and has a happy family life. She looks amazing and is amazing.
xoxo,
Cindi Loftus
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