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#206912 - 12/14/06 12:18 PM
Applesaucer - Current Mood : Disappointed
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Rob Black's Crack Pipe
Registered: 06/15/04
Posts: 68
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
why even bother
Current mood: disappointed
things are so fucking up and down lately. i don't know why i even bother. fuck it.
can't stand this sadness anymore. i'm 36 and it just won't end. everytime something good happens, something shitty follows it.
i just want peace. i want my friends to be happy.
i'm tired of all this fear and loathing. this nagging anxiety. this corporate country that makes us afraid, instead of inspired. this ridiculous politically correct lying we all take part in.
no one tells the truth. and if they do, they're thrown to the lions.
i want to feel love and compassion for the betrayers, but i can't. i know this is something i need to work on, but in LA it's so hard to keep up a consistent belief in the good of the whole. it seems to only be found in rare pockets. little bits of lint to lift up the common collective, which doesn't know it when it sees it. would rather dust it off. would rather not know how good it could all be if everyone just stopped being so selfish all the time.
we need to stop hurting each other just so we can continue with this intellectual dishonesty. this belief in false prophets. this sanctifying of that which is harmful to those who don't have the legs to stand up.
we have to stop hobbling those good intentions because they don't come wrapped in flashy packaging.
like in my business, where the boring and uninspired get off by being flashy and stale. or worse, disgusting and vile.
even the beast has a heart. but where is it? why did it go so faraway under thick, viscious skin.
why can't we see past that? into that which is meaningful. why do we shy away from the truth?
that inside all of us, beats a loving, giving heart that only wants connection. to grow stronger for being appreciated, and not scorned.
seems the outlaws are the only ones who really get it right. seems to me that they are the only ones willing to tell the truth.
i'm done with slick. remove one letter and it reveals itself. the illness of the shallow infects us all. because we buy it and resell it. and send our children to wars to enable it.
there is a deeper meaning to things. this reality is not the only one. we are all connected. we are all one.
so why do we feel so faraway?
my love is global. it's for all of you.
why don't you want it?
you who shudder to think.
Currently listening :
Ys
By Joanna Newsom
Release date: By 14 November, 2006
10:43 PM - 0 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment
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#206913 - 12/14/06 12:55 PM
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Demon Spawn
Registered: 07/07/04
Posts: 3178
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Three Applesaucer threads started by Ashley, if that isn't love, I don't know what is.
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#206914 - 12/14/06 02:05 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 03/22/06
Posts: 6557
Loc: 2004 - the glory days
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What a fuckin sissy. Has this guy been neutered or is he gay by nature?
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#206915 - 12/14/06 02:10 PM
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Chronic Masturbator
Registered: 07/30/06
Posts: 1712
Loc: at the end of the longest line
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So, dating Ashley Blue can leave someone a weak, wimpering, pathetic, shell of a man looks like. Gotta wonder if getting to tell all your buddies you boink a porn slut somehow makes it all worth it?
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#206916 - 12/14/06 02:20 PM
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Demon Spawn
Registered: 07/07/04
Posts: 3178
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So, dating Ashley Blue can leave someone a weak, wimpering, pathetic, shell of a man looks like. Gotta wonder if getting to tell all your buddies you boink a porn slut somehow makes it all worth it?
Really gotta wonder if telling all your buddies you are boinking a whore is really worth it. They are all dead on the inside, they will leave you the same.
The life that is Applesaucer:         
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#206917 - 12/14/06 02:32 PM
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Porn Fucking Master
Registered: 02/23/05
Posts: 3724
Loc: Paddling my canoe in the wild
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#206918 - 12/14/06 02:39 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 11/04/06
Posts: 4203
Loc: Bakersfield Plumbing Supplies ...
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Kids in the Hall, grizz? You're gonna get me all misty for Phil Hartman and News Radio next! Loved the Hartman. I think think the real lesson is that trying to keep up with Ashley's voracious sexual appetite is a bad idea if you're a mere mortal. Failure will leave you a broken husk of a man, with shriveled testes, constant nightmarish visions of gaping shitholes that you can never seem to fill and a certain aroma of hobo. At least, that's my take on it. I could be reading too much in to it. 
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#206920 - 12/14/06 02:52 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 08/09/06
Posts: 9113
Loc: red dirt state of mind
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What a fuckin sissy. Has this guy been neutered or is he gay by nature?
I have $20 that says he was the one with the serious baggage in that relationship.
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#206921 - 12/14/06 03:11 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/20/05
Posts: 9181
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can't stand this sadness anymore. i'm 36 and it just won't end. everytime something good happens, something shitty follows it.
Are you quoting David Stanley or Curt Lockwood? 
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#206922 - 12/14/06 03:19 PM
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Gay For Pay
Registered: 04/19/03
Posts: 1083
Loc: In the corner, cutting myself.
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
why even bother
Current mood: disappointed
things are so fucking up and down lately. i don't know why i even bother. fuck it.
can't stand this sadness anymore. i'm 36 and it just won't end. everytime something good happens, something shitty follows it.
i just want peace. i want my friends to be happy.
i'm tired of all this fear and loathing. this nagging anxiety. this corporate country that makes us afraid, instead of inspired. this ridiculous politically correct lying we all take part in.
no one tells the truth. and if they do, they're thrown to the lions.
i want to feel love and compassion for the betrayers, but i can't. i know this is something i need to work on, but in LA it's so hard to keep up a consistent belief in the good of the whole. it seems to only be found in rare pockets. little bits of lint to lift up the common collective, which doesn't know it when it sees it. would rather dust it off. would rather not know how good it could all be if everyone just stopped being so selfish all the time.
we need to stop hurting each other just so we can continue with this intellectual dishonesty. this belief in false prophets. this sanctifying of that which is harmful to those who don't have the legs to stand up.
we have to stop hobbling those good intentions because they don't come wrapped in flashy packaging.
like in my business, where the boring and uninspired get off by being flashy and stale. or worse, disgusting and vile.
even the beast has a heart. but where is it? why did it go so faraway under thick, viscious skin.
why can't we see past that? into that which is meaningful. why do we shy away from the truth?
that inside all of us, beats a loving, giving heart that only wants connection. to grow stronger for being appreciated, and not scorned.
seems the outlaws are the only ones who really get it right. seems to me that they are the only ones willing to tell the truth.
i'm done with slick. remove one letter and it reveals itself. the illness of the shallow infects us all. because we buy it and resell it. and send our children to wars to enable it.
there is a deeper meaning to things. this reality is not the only one. we are all connected. we are all one.
so why do we feel so faraway?
my love is global. it's for all of you.
why don't you want it?
you who shudder to think.
Currently listening :
Ys
By Joanna Newsom
Release date: By 14 November, 2006
10:43 PM - 0 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment
Somebody needs to kick this homo in the vagina. 
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"Rape one baby and they label you a child molester. It's a cruel world brother." Skeeter Kerkove
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#206925 - 12/14/06 05:24 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/06
Posts: 14755
Loc: Busy downloading [LEGALLY!]
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Really bad advice!  Why ruin another dude's ride? 
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#206926 - 12/14/06 05:37 PM
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AC Cream Wannabe
Registered: 04/14/06
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#206927 - 12/14/06 06:01 PM
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Porn Fucking Master
Registered: 09/19/05
Posts: 3576
Loc: Baltimore, MD
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Damaged picked up on the slang, but perhaps I was overly obscure.
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#206929 - 12/14/06 10:12 PM
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Demon Spawn
Registered: 08/25/06
Posts: 3016
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Ashley, I want to ejaculate in your hair. Love, 
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#206930 - 12/19/06 08:50 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/03
Posts: 7408
Loc: JM Productions
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Quote:
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
why even bother
Current mood: disappointed
things are so fucking up and down lately. i don't know why i even bother. fuck it.
can't stand this sadness anymore. i'm 36 and it just won't end. everytime something good happens, something shitty follows it.
i just want peace. i want my friends to be happy.
i'm tired of all this fear and loathing. this nagging anxiety. this corporate country that makes us afraid, instead of inspired. this ridiculous politically correct lying we all take part in.
no one tells the truth. and if they do, they're thrown to the lions.
i want to feel love and compassion for the betrayers, but i can't. i know this is something i need to work on, but in LA it's so hard to keep up a consistent belief in the good of the whole. it seems to only be found in rare pockets. little bits of lint to lift up the common collective, which doesn't know it when it sees it. would rather dust it off. would rather not know how good it could all be if everyone just stopped being so selfish all the time.
we need to stop hurting each other just so we can continue with this intellectual dishonesty. this belief in false prophets. this sanctifying of that which is harmful to those who don't have the legs to stand up.
we have to stop hobbling those good intentions because they don't come wrapped in flashy packaging.
like in my business, where the boring and uninspired get off by being flashy and stale. or worse, disgusting and vile.
even the beast has a heart. but where is it? why did it go so faraway under thick, viscious skin.
why can't we see past that? into that which is meaningful. why do we shy away from the truth?
that inside all of us, beats a loving, giving heart that only wants connection. to grow stronger for being appreciated, and not scorned.
seems the outlaws are the only ones who really get it right. seems to me that they are the only ones willing to tell the truth.
i'm done with slick. remove one letter and it reveals itself. the illness of the shallow infects us all. because we buy it and resell it. and send our children to wars to enable it.
there is a deeper meaning to things. this reality is not the only one. we are all connected. we are all one.
so why do we feel so faraway?
my love is global. it's for all of you.
why don't you want it?
you who shudder to think.
Currently listening :
Ys
By Joanna Newsom
Release date: By 14 November, 2006
10:43 PM - 0 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment
Wow,just wow. 
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