letting go
i have to learn to do this.
something's telling me that all of this is about to end.
maybe this is why i've been trying to understand the end of things better.
why i've been looking for the zipper on the monster's back, so i can peel off his costume, take a look inside, and see what he's really made of.
why i've been so convinced that if i found the right thought to think, it would open a door that would unravel the whole goddamm thing.
maybe this is why i've been focused on these things. these things that spell out "the end" on the beach in big block letters formed from big black rocks.
so that I may step a more gingerly waltz towards that last door down at the end of the hall.
i have to learn to let go. even if it means i have to be sad.
and if i'm good at that.
at least i'll be good at something.
(keep passing the open windows.)
Currently listening :
Meds
By Placebo
Release date: By 04 April, 2006
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