Sunday, August 05, 2007

my porn, my life, my dream
Current mood: horny



March 23, 2008 will mark the 10th anniversary of my first ever leap in front of the porno eye... Its a crazy thing to realize I've commited myself to a life of sex, drugs, and rock n 'roll. I've never lasted at a job for more than a year... I don't think I will ever go back.

Many people ask why I am here... a friend asked if maybe it's my Dad. Other people think something tramatic has happened to everyone in porn and thats why we are here...

I'm here because I choose to be... I love the choices I make... whether it's sleeping with my girlfriends or fucking hot Rocker boys... I do what I do for me...

I lost my viginity at 14...by the time I was 16 I probably had nearly 100 men...I say men because most were over 18.... shame on them:) but I couldn't keep my hands to myself. I got into trouble as a teen but not with the law.... I was always chasing boys... I couldn't get enough.

My first real relationship ended after 8 years... I finally escaped. We were swingers... that started when I barely turned 18. I quickly learned the excitement of showing off sexually in front of others. I am a total exhibitionist and a voyeur. But that got boring... I got tired of being the hot young blonde all the couples wanted to pounce.... I needed more sexual fulfillment.

I found many things in my current relationship... the ability to just be free is the best part.

They say that when a women turns 28... she starts to hit a peak... well I had one then.... and now at 31... I'm reaching an all new high. I've found a renewed sense of my whore'ness and I am loving it.

I believe we only live once and we need to be happy... personal happiness is key... and my sexuality makes me happy.

Butterflies in my tummy is even better... I get them sometimes... but it takes something special to do that:)

Always Nasty, Alana