Hey, I appreciate the signs of concern from fans...

but...

I am not sad. I am not disappointed. I am not upset.

I am happy.

Him and his friend just left in a taxi, headed to the airport. I told him I wanted him gone.

We are just not compatible. I think it would work if we both were willing to compromise as much as we could. He isn't good at compromising.

He swears he won't drink anymore.

He is a liar.

He wants to do ANYTHING to make me change my mind.

I am having the annulment papers written up by mid next week.

You know what though?

I am so positive and can turn this into a totally positive experience. It has built my character, it has changed my outlook on some things. This will help me to identify things in a man that I want nothing to do with.

I believe we are just from two different cultures. He isn't welcomed here in Knoxville, he doesn't fit in here in Knoxville.

Knoxville doesn't need people like him.

I also don't want to be surrounded by people like him in Los Angeles either.

I am okay though. I had some good experiences. I went to the Standard for the first time. I ate the best sushi I have ever eaten in my entire life. I was married! I was tag teamed! etc... I am happy.

So many were right, and that is okay. I am alright with admitting I was wrong. It didn't work, it isn't going to work.

I will go on with life and everything will be just fine.

I am going to masturbate a few times and take a nap with my two dogs.

I guess I need to work on being my slutty self again.