Hey, I appreciate the signs of concern from fans...
but...
I am not sad. I am not disappointed. I am not upset.
I am happy.
Him and his friend just left in a taxi, headed to the airport. I told him I wanted him gone.
We are just not compatible. I think it would work if we both were willing to compromise as much as we could. He isn't good at compromising.
He swears he won't drink anymore.
He is a liar.
He wants to do ANYTHING to make me change my mind.
I am having the annulment papers written up by mid next week.
You know what though?
I am so positive and can turn this into a totally positive experience. It has built my character, it has changed my outlook on some things. This will help me to identify things in a man that I want nothing to do with.
I believe we are just from two different cultures. He isn't welcomed here in Knoxville, he doesn't fit in here in Knoxville.
Knoxville doesn't need people like him.
I also don't want to be surrounded by people like him in Los Angeles either.
I am okay though. I had some good experiences. I went to the Standard for the first time. I ate the best sushi I have ever eaten in my entire life. I was married! I was tag teamed! etc... I am happy.
So many were right, and that is okay. I am alright with admitting I was wrong. It didn't work, it isn't going to work.
I will go on with life and everything will be just fine.
I am going to masturbate a few times and take a nap with my two dogs.
I guess I need to work on being my slutty self again.