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I'm exhausted and elated and deeply disturbed. I cannot stop masturbating to this horrible pornography in which these young women are treated like ragdolls. I incredibly aroused by it, and extremely upset at the same time. It's just not right, but I cannot stop playing with myself. It's just all so exciting and I feel like I'm falling into a hole. I feel Like I am the hole, just like Timothy Hutton. Part of me is drooling and cannot wait to see the next atrocity, another part wnat to rescue these lovely young women- go on a shooting rampage in the valley perhaps, murdering the scuzzy producers of this material and collecting my weeping, rescued charges in a school bus. When the bus is full I'd perhaps move to Montana and start a cult with them, aligning ourselves with militiagroups or something. That's just stupid, but I think my point is clear. Videocameras are bad. Cameras are bad. Having your picture taken destroys your soul. Espoecially if your getting throatfucked at the time. If you see it, it destroys your soul too. So, please stop it, with the pornography. It is killing me. Don't treat these women like this anymore. I don't care if they're lining up around the block. It's wondeful, but it must be stopped.

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And what about when these poor, tortured souls finally wake up, drag themselves out of the gutter and try to carry on with their lives? How awful it must be for them to realise that their mistakes are captured on video forever and will haunt them for the rest of their lives, immortalized on DVD and the internet.

Recently so many girls have come to this realisation, first Michelle Wild, then Aimee Tyler and now Allie Sin. I feel so sorry for them, but it's too late, the damage is done. Its' a tragedy of epic proportions... fucked throats, ruined lives. Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go and rub one out.