It is sad and sickening. Much like the taint of her career arc in porn, the disfigurment she's subjected her looks to is a bell that cannot be unrung. I remember she was shopping a music demo around not long ago, hoping to become the next Britney Spears or something. It almost makes me want to cry. Certainly to ask "Why?". And I'd be a complete phony if I didn't offer that I believe suicide is the only option left open to her.
Thanks,
simp