I had a weird dream that a porn star killed herself over something i posted, it was very dark and weird and seemed so very real, freaked me out a tad, not only that it could happen that in fact i had a dream about the board to begin with, so im taking a step back for a while. A week or so, i mean a lot of the girls aren't level headed, well i shouldn't say a lot but theres a few and something like this could happen, something had to replace sammura when i shut my eyes, i just wasn't expecting this, i was hoping natalie portman, garfield, teddy atlas, with jrv's head on a spike in the corner, something along those lines, but ive lost control of my mind, which is evident with this post along with many of my posts, maybe i need a 2 week vacation on adt or the randi wirght board, maybe im bio polar?, what are the effects of it?, whos tyler durden and whats on 3rd?. Im begining to see through time, im gone, bye.

you havnt been mean in a really long time

i'm burned out, but someone just posted "if you exchange sex for monetary compensation, doesn't that technically make you a whore. i don't mean to use that as a derogatory term" for the millionth time since 1997. it's the stupidest question ever, why do people feel it's so deep and worthy of argument? who gives a fuck? until it becomes to painful to bear, the whore-question-guy needs people like us to take on the role of prometheus and see that there's more than darkness and asking the same, cliched inane fucking question. i'm going to go look at smartt's picture then sucker-punch the mailman.

Kami is that fayner in your new avatar?

i dunno i just liked it

at first glance I thought a tornado was coming out of that guy's head in your avatar, Kami.

Maybe i should take up the creative writing job vivid offered me? Oh wait, maybe i shouldn't.