LMAO-- Pariah.
No matter how bad you feel, keep this in mind: At least you and the crew get to make movies even bad ones at times; with whores I only dream of having the resources to film/punish/fuck on a daily basis so much, that you look at it as a burden everytime you have too get up in the morning before having coffee.
While others like myself sit and wish we had the life of having whores at our disposal paid for by the Boss, instead of havin to pay a monthly subscription to see some one else fuck them on the net, wishing it could be us....