Softcore flicks on Shotime when I was 10. It was porn to me.

After that, I saw various features where I cultivated taste for Nicki Tyler, Jenteal, and Madison. The boxcovers looked like candy and I imagined myself being that beautiful. Years later, a boyfriend showed me my first gonzo, Buttman In Budapest. The girls weren't as pretty but they had more attitude. Everything seemed more brash right down to the lighting. The sex was shot more real- almost too real and I didn't know what to think at first. Soon, gonzo was all I watched until I discovered Michael Ninn. Now I like a variety of porn genres as long as it's hot.