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#75631 - 12/22/04 07:39 PM
For L O
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I have not masturbated in several months. Gauge and Kitty do not distract me anymore. The poison is no longer numbing me. I have slowed down because no matter how fast I run, the memories keep tapping me on my shoulder. I have learned this week that my family is trying to locate me. I am ready. I need help. Help I will not give myself. The poison is literally killing me. I have to stop right now. I have not seen a physician in over four years now. I have been denying that there is a problem. It is December 22 2004. It is time to face it. I know you are reading this lo. We have poisoned ourselves for too long. I am going to let them find me today. They are going to help me. When I find out what is happening out there, I am coming to you. I am only helping us. Heroin and methamphetamine is poison. We have to work this out l. We can not help others if we can not help ourselves. Just remember, those children are dying of starvation and disease. What else matters?
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#75633 - 12/22/04 07:48 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 09/23/04
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I have not masturbated in several months. Gauge and Kitty do not distract me anymore. The poison is no longer numbing me. I have slowed down because no matter how fast I run, the memories keep tapping me on my shoulder. I have learned this week that my family is trying to locate me. I am ready. I need help. Help I will not give myself. The poison is literally killing me. I have to stop right now. I have not seen a physician in over four years now. I have been denying that there is a problem. It is December 22 2004. It is time to face it. I know you are reading this lo. We have poisoned ourselves for too long. I am going to let them find me today. They are going to help me. When I find out what is happening out there, I am coming to you. I am only helping us. Heroin and methamphetamine is poison. We have to work this out l. We can not help others if we can not help ourselves. Just remember, those children are dying of starvation and disease. What else matters?
okay, from what we know already...bur is not garfield, monkey or melissa. I'd rather think it's amartt, jamesn or the smilingarab. Instinct tells me, since he's been changing user names and sigs, that this is the handiwork of the arab - muslim motherfucker, you.
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#75635 - 12/22/04 08:19 PM
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I do not understand. Did I hurt or offend someone?
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#75639 - 12/22/04 09:27 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/17/04
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if it's a joke, the person behind it is freakishly patient---remember the kidnapped by meth and porn post? bur, if you're not kidding you should look into a place to dry out for a few days. find somewhere you're cool with and since you're going to spend most of the 4-5 days catching up on sleep do yourself a favor and choose a locked facility. the longer you wait, the harder it's going to be to get your friends, credit and life back.
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#75640 - 12/22/04 09:28 PM
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She was clearly picking on me.
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#75642 - 12/22/04 10:26 PM
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Wish it was a joke. I do not know if you guys understand what drugs can and will do to a person. Kidnapped... was about getting rent payment to office. An in home mail order took off for me some time ago, which brought in substantial amounts of cash, in turn a dangerous amount of drugs. This is the only place I feel safe posting. Talking about it helps. Also I relay messages to and from a long time friend far away who is in the same position as me. The purpose of this post was to tell someone my family is coming to take me home. I will be forced to stop completely and regain life I wasted for many years. The motivation for all this being the "holidays". Anyway. most people here are sympathetic. Except for some including the one guy who pm'd urging me to take more "dope." I sincerely thank you.
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#75645 - 12/23/04 06:44 AM
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Registered: 02/12/04
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Holy shit! Bur is still alive? Well, if this is real, I hope you get some help, pal. Having family that you've haven't shit on yet puts you +1 on most other junkies in the world. And no, bur ain't me. I'd at least have an avatar. 
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#75647 - 12/23/04 07:14 AM
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Porn Jesus
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On that note, I'd like to advise my homies that the CHAIR is AGAINST the WALL.
Roger wilco, and the CHEESE is IN the SOD
Good luck, bur
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#75648 - 12/23/04 07:56 AM
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#75649 - 12/23/04 08:22 AM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 08/09/06
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Loc: red dirt state of mind
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On that note, I'd like to advise my homies that the CHAIR is AGAINST the WALL.
and the KEYS are in the mayonnaise. 
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#75653 - 12/23/04 12:46 PM
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Registered: 04/14/03
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Loc: Boston, MA.
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Anyway. most people here are sympathetic. Except for some including the one guy who pm'd urging me to take more "dope." I sincerely thank you.
Ok,who PM'd that?
It was me .
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#75654 - 12/18/06 11:07 AM
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Porn Jesus
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bump for the children of darfur
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#75655 - 12/18/06 02:49 PM
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Porn Jesus
Registered: 04/14/06
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Loc: Busy downloading [LEGALLY!]
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seriously ... are there any left?
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