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I have not masturbated in several months. Gauge and Kitty do not distract me anymore. The poison is no longer numbing me. I have slowed down because no matter how fast I run, the memories keep tapping me on my shoulder. I have learned this week that my family is trying to locate me. I am ready. I need help. Help I will not give myself. The poison is literally killing me. I have to stop right now. I have not seen a physician in over four years now. I have been denying that there is a problem. It is December 22 2004. It is time to face it. I know you are reading this lo. We have poisoned ourselves for too long. I am going to let them find me today. They are going to help me. When I find out what is happening out there, I am coming to you. I am only helping us. Heroin and methamphetamine is poison. We have to work this out l. We can not help others if we can not help ourselves. Just remember, those children are dying of starvation and disease. What else matters?



okay, from what we know already...bur is not garfield, monkey or melissa. I'd rather think it's amartt, jamesn or the smilingarab. Instinct tells me, since he's been changing user names and sigs, that this is the handiwork of the arab - muslim motherfucker, you.