I'm curious. You desire Sophia to...., there are so many choices. Your obviously much better than that old qeezer from her Midnight Prowl experience.
But being scared means your wanting to control who she titty tubes, suckles, who has the rod in her punanny and poochy. Some guys aren't worthy but that's porn, its supposed be outrageous, gritty and disturbing.
She's a whore and loves it. But having a whore as your favorite is nuts. What about the sweet babes who aren't so experienced. A lot of lonely girls wouldn't understand why a decent guy would want her. A sweet girl can be whorish on occasion.
Some dicks in porn forget who they thrash on a set, becuase in a couple of days its another chick. So Sophia is forgettable in a way, because its just a job. She probably can't remember every numerous guy she's banged.
Hang out for a few years. Go to industry events. Get some signed pictures and see her up close. There are TER and Bigdoggie net providers, but again that may not be so memborable but a costly experience. Shouldn't have to pay for sex, its just supposed to happen.
How to win a whore..that's a book with no perfect ending. Many have tried and failed.
Don't flout! Thats paying a whore some amount in gifts or money to gain their attention. Your setting self up to be fleeced. She isn't what she seems in vids in good and bad ways.
Sophia is great to watch, I suggest leave at that unless your willing to jump into the dirty pool. Going to AIM getting tested. Performing in front of producers. Can you get wood with a bearded man watching or comfortable with a camera between your nuts. Can you stand around with other dudes and playing with yourself. Fuck a very fat chick or grandma because some wood guys don't get a choice on who their with.
Sophia was with that incredibly ugly old guy and got through it, that was the job.
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