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there is a reason why he took his life... he wanted me to do my best to suceed in porn even though he could not live here on earth to see it. i can't let myself go to waste. he didn't want to keep me from this anymore than he already had. i hate that he could not be okay with it but i except why he wasn't... he wanted me to be only his. i now know what i need to do...he did not die for nothing.

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That is the shallowest of the shallow. What a weird way of rationalizing his death; that is pretty cold.

I will still be checking out her new work, though!