there's something between mormonism and street junkie. if you're using something with the physical addiction pattern h has on a daily basis, you had to get there somewhere and it wasn't 0-100mph. either you're the type who gets their license taken away and reinstated every 8 months because you can't figure out how to not drive like an asshole or you are a free being. if the latter is true, you had tons of chances to get off the highway and chose self-destruction. lots of those people who aren't so mentally helpless as the guy who commits a third felony usually are in some kind of discomfort we can't understand. if lexapro worked, there wouldn't be scotch or smack. if you're really hurt, really narcoleptic, etc. the best doctors in the country will all prescribe opiates and desoxyn, which are street drugs with a safety-seal.

the vast majority of people who were "well" when they tried hard drugs are not deranged homeless people. sammurah is fighting an alley rat for a peice of bologna as i write this and she's sober.