i can't imagine doing tons and tons of hallucinogens, they're such a commitment. plus, i think i'd end up at a decent disjoint from society if they didn't see open-eye visuals 20-hours a day too.

i figure i want to do the fulfilling life thing for another 40 years, then when the kids are out of the house and into therapy or alternative lifestyles---i'm retiring a despicable junkie. no commitments= no dopesickness and nobody suspects the old guy.