Seriously does anyone make their issues more public and obvious then this chick?. It just brings everyone else down, i still have her crying and nervously laughing on springer a few years back burnt into my brain, now i have the use of the nervous LOL's playing on my mind. Read for yourselves, people like this shouldn't have kids, its cruel, like beating a dog or pretending to like swami.




I have been taking some time to myself, to reflect once again about my life...LOL. What it boils down to is this... People are crazy...LOL. I just needed to get away and not do anything but take care of me and my kids... I haven't felt like writing because my journals have been real boring to read and I didn't want to make you fall asleep Anyways, I hope everyone is doing good... I'm feeling great and I am so much happier now than I have been in recent months.

OK... So, I quit dancing again...LOL... What else is new right...LOL. Away... I don't want to tell you what I'm doing for work because it is embarrassing...LOL...Ok, ok... You got it out of me...LOL... I have been working in Downtown L.A. as a Hostess at a club called Club Fantasy... OMG, I share this with you an you laugh...LOL... That's just not right Well, I like it and I guess that's all that matters right.

I forgot to tell you that I'm freezing to death...LOL... I hate the weather, it's just too damn cold...LOL. My house is falling apart too, probably because I'm just to cold to clean the damn house and my little slaves...ummm, children (j/k) won't clean up either...

Missed you for the duration. Good to read your comments again.

Try picturing her as your mom, you would kill yourself, the kids don't even have a chance, in fact i can see it on the news now, "cracked up former pornstar found giggling uncontrollably while kids lay face up in the bath"

I was once told by a psychologist that women who believe they can reform their boyfriends/husbands had horrible fathers that smacked them around or smacked their asses or climbed into the sack with them late at night when mom was passed out drunk on the porch with Uncle Garfield's fingers in their panties.

None of this applies here, I just mention it for the edification of my flock. Papillion on the other hand, I like this chica. Definitely one of the best looking Filipinas I've seen (especially since she doesn't look 12).

Chick is damaged goods, she's a half cracked egg, an open beer can, a punctured lung, a wet toilet roll and the like.

You're quite the twit, aren't you, "Dr. Phil"? Somehow, I missed your credentials to pass judgment on parenting skills.

there are a lot of those around here

Agreed, deep down i wish it was lex, then he could threaten lawsuits to me here instead of via email, thanks fayner you jew fuck.

Papillon responds and luke ford calls me mean

"I'm done. I'm done dancing. I'm done with everything. I haven't worked in a month.

"That Smelly Monkey guy is funny. Somebody told me to look at your site."

Duke Floored is my friend. He would never publish anything nasty about me.

"I looked at that and I started laughing. Duke's a sport. He's just milking this for drama. Usually he can get it out of me.

"I'm moving to the Phillipines in June. I'll be gone for eight months to a year. I'm going to open up a clothing factory.

"You're getting me when I am all Nyquiled out."

I won't make any cracks. Let the healing begin.




She has cancer, that sucks and i didn't know, so all of a sudden im the bad guy, everybody needs the bad guy, bad guy bad guy bad guy. Fuck this im not going to stand here and listen to this crap. (monkey walks out of the room)

I hate to say it, but I feel like the only motherfucker sitting here thinking: Who the fuck is Papillion????