im no junkie, though, for those judging me as one. Im just being honest about my life. try it some day and you might find some of the realities less than perfect.
sweet dreams.
The realities of ones life always seem less than perfect. The old adage the grass is greener on the other side comes to mind. It's dependent on what degree your life is less than perfect and how much your willing to accept.
By and by your unimportant, just like I am. To take a nihilist approach nothing really matters because you are less then a drop in the bucket of time. How you act and your outlook on life ultimately can only benefit yourself and to a lesser degree those directly associated with you.
Right now belive it or not your pitiful and your only saving grace is your connection to a morally depraved industry. How does that make you feel? You'll soon be only a passing memory and all the porn whores and pimps you know now will have moved on.
I think you will make a great movie. Write your memoirs and go out in a blaze of glory, then someone can make millions off your story. Least you can line the pockets of some other jerk with your useless life. Ultimately you will have done what every good bard should do, left a tale of woe and sorrow to teach the masses. Only this tale is the empty woe that is your life and lesson learned is one everyone knows; junkies never amount to anything in the end, no matter how much potential they had.
Ancient Egyptians believed that upon death they would be asked two questions and their answers would determine whether they could continue their journey in the afterlife. The first question was, "Did you bring joy?" The second was, "Did you find joy?"
--Leo Buscaglia
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