Years ago (let's call it 2003 but that is only an estimate) I had planned to pill & booze myself to death in the depths of despair.* In preparation for this I got rid of my huge pornography collection to ease shame for my ghost. I never rebuilt it over the years and thereafter the aborted suicide relied mostly on the internet for my pornography needs. One of those scenes that has always lingered in my memory as particularly troubling/wonderful is a scene in a 'Gag Factor' with a girl named "Belle". Aurora Snow became a high profile "pornstar" so her infamous 'Gag Factor' scene was easy to find. But Belle was apparently a one off and disappeared. On those sites that dare not speak their names here I have occasionally searched for Belle with search terms like:
"Gag factor" belle
Belle gag upsidedown
Belle gagging humiliated
Belle georgia guh

...And so forth with no success. Today I found her scene in a dark corner of the web in crisp video with sound synched perfectly. The entire scene from interview to "Show me the cum, baby" and goodbye. This is the greatest gagging pornography scene I have ever seen. Belle is cute but slightly inbred looking and seems really stupid. Powers assures her this scene will be the first step towards the stardom she says she seeks in Cali (she's from Georgia). Anyway Powers and Johnny Thrust immediately put her in the upsidedown position where she remains for the entire scene. The implication is that they see little worth in her and see no reason to draw this out in the customary other positions. Once her head is upsidedown the effect of gravity magnifies her cuteness and melts away the mongoloidism....
This is going on far too long so let me get to it. She dutifully leaves her mouth wide open and Thrust several times in succession pushes his penis in deep and quickly withdraws it, creating a vacuum effect causing her to make very loud noises like so: "GUHHH!...GUHHH!...GUHHH!" and on the last one she lifts her head up as if to salvage some dignity but immediately places it down again mouth agape to receive another series of these. Dare I say it? I nut, and nut, and nut some more at this point. Playing it over and over and over I again. Am I in Hell? Did I really kill myself in 2003 approximately? It is possible.






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*'Mulholland Dr.' had just come out and I fantasized that I would be found weeks later decomposing like Naomi Watts' character.