When I see Mila Shegol get violently and hatefully gangbanged in that Greg Dark movie to this day I feel inside "Yeah! Fuck the bitch!" because, well, to mine eyes in appearance she looks like a cheap whore whom is willingly offering herself up to the sexually sacrificial alter of the male rage of arrested development. But when I see Kaci (Kasey, Casey?) Kox or Cox pornography I feel inside "No! Don't! Stop it stop it stop it!" again on the basis of her looks. And I realize that these different reactions don't represent a battle within my soul but are different examples of the same rot. I'm really just a terminally 14 year old turd man. I consider myself enlightened and even fancy myself progressive at times but I'm really just a piece of shit and truthfully not very bright.