And no, I'm not overly influenced by beheading videos or snuff in general, I've only ever watched three of those and the last one was a year ago.)
Only three? Wow. I admire your restraint and overtures to common decency. In my opinion you've got this completely backwards. And the most disturbing thing in all this is you equate, whether you intend to or not, Islam radical beheading videos with pornography, which in a sense it is, but you appear to place them in the same cinematic genre, like you're browsing through Netflix. I think it is a deeply immoral act to watch them, just as I think news outlets playing horrific 911 calls are slime. This is nothing new, of course, but in this case I find it absurd you feel that basically a staged Mapplethorpe tableaux is the point at which pornography crosses the line when it has for decades been trading in the actual on camera humiliation and pushing over the line of often younf women who haven't quite thought it through. This photo represents a collabiration among all involved.