well whatever, here goes. started out as a social liberal when I was 8, but always had a beef with feminism before it was cool, due to being resentful of my younger sister and the attention she got for being "a miracle child" and my mother withdrawing emotional support from me way too early (being asperger makes you mature slower). at age 11, witnessed Waco and Ruby Ridge (really only heard about the latter through conservative talk radio which my stepdad got me into). started reading Rush Limbaugh. sort of became a "Libertarian Conservative". throughout high school during Clinton's height it was incredibly un-pc to criticize him, and I got ostracized for it often. was a nerd, got bullied a lot, even by girls. antifeminism turned to abject misogyny. my dating life was less than stellar and ended up losing it to a girl who basically amounted to a human pig. throughout my twenties, I started shifting theologically, going from an out and out atheist to an Odinist, to a Laveyan Satanist, to a theistic satanist. music played a huge part, was into black metal and death metal, etc. started develop racialist views being put into a group home staffed largely by black women with ego issues (I lived in an all-white neighborhood before and my experiences with them prior were less than stellar). discovered the alternative right. dropped a lot of the free market views I once held. was a National Anarchist for awhile, then Fascist, and finally embraced Traditionalism/Neoreaction. dropped the Satanism and turned to Christ (thanks to my fiancee Asia, who is Roman Catholic). discovered industrial and neofolk, still love metal but I take it all with a grain of salt. there ya go, at 33, its where I feel comfortable. still struggling with the misogyny because of intense issues I had with women in the past but I'm learning to let go of it.