I don't have to go anywhere, I know for a fact you fucked men before your "shoots". Why don't you just admit that you are a gay man? You once said that you didn't want to "label" yourself and just considered yourself a very sexual person... To me, that sounds like a big time flaming homo who is very self-conscious. You fuck women on camera for two reasons, deniability and a pay check. God knows you'll fuck anything that moves if it means making money. For crying out loud, your "girlfriend" is a strap-on artist. Even when you are fucking women for show and a paycheck, you still can't help but get fucked in the ass. Can't wait 'til your current beard hits the the road, I bet she has a lot of interesting stories to tell.