I closed the thread so nobody could spoil it with some callous stupidity and instead of writing something too sappy that might ruin it, I decided to put up these lyrics Haley asked me to post here back in July 06 during the Del Toro drama. The letter is too personal for me to post in it's entirety, but basically she said these songs hit close to home when Del Toro left her alone on Thanksgiving and ditched her on X-mas. She said she was thankful for all the support she received here on XPT, but I regretfully held back on posting them for fear some of the scumbags who post here would make a mockery of them, so in her memory I shall post them now...


can you post these lyrics for me?
they are from 2 songs by the incomparable miss ani difranco

"so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel
trying to make mole hills out of mountains
building base camp at the bottom of a really big deal
and did i tell you how i stopped eating?
when you stopped calling me
and i was cramped up shitting rivers for weeks
and pretending that i was finally free"


"so i'll walk the plank and i'll jump with a smile if im gonna go down im gonna do it with style, you wont see me surrender you wont hear me confess cuz you've left me with nothing but ive worked with less"-ani difranco