I was listening to an audio video with her where she talks about how she used to do a lot of fucked up shit when she was a teenager and had more degrading sex than anything she'd done on camera. At one point she was telling an anecdote about how manuel ferrara was telling her before their scene how he was going to fucked her up and break her so bad and she extracted some kind of revenge on him but then she got interrupted and we never get to hear what happened.