nope,didnt join anything because i was only supposed to be in the booty house for a month to three at most.but they recalculate your time so i was there about four.spent most of that time in psych watch and the hospital/infirmary.
second day i was there i guess i felt really sad because i wasnt able to let my mom know they had transferred me finally and i was thinking about my dogs talking to the psych dr.he said do you need to be hospitlized.i said,yes,yes i do.lol(which i really probably didnt but i figured fuck it the food is much better in the psych and infirmary.then a week later i went back and this time stayed for three weeks.
that time because one of my teeth was bugging the shit out of me.i wanted to get it looked at/get some painkillers but they told me i have to put in a sick call.so then i said i was suicidal,so back i went. :)i spent maybe five or six weeks actually in prison then one morning i noticed one of my balls hurt.they sent me to the hospital and i got an ultrasound on my ball and a urine analysis.day or two later i wake up and my right leg is all swollen and tight(a sure sign of a blood clot which im prone to due to being protein c deficient)the rn said it wasnt one and some dr said the same.
stupid fuckers,i knew damn well it was one and that was confirmed finally when they sent me to the hospital a day or two later.fuck walking hurt so much because of my leg and my ball.i got to stay in the hospital a week eating better burgers than even the infirmary had,drinking soda(for the first time in a year) and even tea.then when they sent me to the infirmary the doc said id stay there till i parole.come two weeks to me paroling they send my ass to chowchilla(which is way in northen california) and try to send me to the yard even though im in a wheel chair.
fuckers.i said fuck that and made sure that they at least had me get checked by the dr so i could stay in their infirmary(which the dr promised if i was transferred id be in another infirmary).anyway spent a week there and then back to chino.but when i got there they put me right back on the yard.gay dickheads.
as for chon chon,nope.i know prison is supposed to be like brazil(ie it doesnt matter what the asshole or mouth is attached to) but not for me.but i did have to worry about my cellie trying to jerk off in my toothpaste and give me aids,so i kept it in my pocket along with my toothbrush.
i was in sny after the second time in the psych ward and was told when i came back i should pc up so the spics dont try to run me off the yard(they look down on that,yet half of them shoot up heroin(even in county,and plus they already knew in county i had ran with the woods) and will snort just about any pill they can get their hands on.so basically in there its sex offenders,fags,drop outs,lil twinks that would get raped on the mainline,and assholes that cant run mainline but want to pretend theyre tough in pc.
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i think of the past and how the future isnt how i imagined it,but the past is exactly where i unraveled it.excuses for failed attempts, gained another one i used a noose
it’s not until you fall apart you see the screws are loose-cage