Give up, Smoke. All you're going to get is pretentious gibberish and connect-the-dots challenges. That was a generous gesture of advice but it fell on deaf ears. I made the same mistake months ago.
The dude's melting down in a big way and only Jerky is standing up for him. And that's only because he believes every sperm is sacred on this forum. I believe this one has gone crib death on us.