Ablow was on Fox talking about the depression aspect. That you're almost delusional in viewing your reality. That the glass, even if it's half full/ empty, you see it as dry.

Clowns are usually sad. The best humor comes from dark places a lot of the time.

Not even the shit that we know about, but the just getting from wake up to lights out. Day to day bullshit. That's what really weighs you down.

I hope the dude found peace.