if you've got serious reservations about continuing in porn-get the fuck out now. you're young and you'll get hired if you decide you really love it in the future. do something else with less terminal job hazards until you can make a decision so you don't let immediate financial dependance influence your choice. to do a job with that level of risk not at literal or figurative gunpoint you should love it. otherwise, stay safe and do something else not constantly enthralling like most people do, it's got it's moments.