I really take anything read or what is told very lightly especially from any media. There are so many sides to a situation/story what the hell are you suppose to believe? So who cares. There have been so many girls who have been in this industry long or short that have claimed to have real world struggles of acceptance then use that as their reasoning for coming back to porn.

But from my personal experience having gone to school at Moorpark College, UCLA, Retrofit Pilates, Advanced School of Massage Therapy Thousand Oaks to Bastyr University and spending many hours of residency at Scripps Hospital. (You would think for as many different schools I went to I was sure to run into some unfortunate experiences) MANY people knew my long history involving porn and my active website. I've had a few looks and whispers, some smirks (who fucking cares) but most people were very cool about it.

If you show you're confident in the choices you've made in life then who is to really question that? And if you carry yourself as a decent human being who listens, is respectful to others and courteous as you'd expect from any other worthy human being then you get treated the same way. So really it's the vibe/attitude that you put out there is how the world will perceive you. That would be my explanation of worldly acceptance for being a whore because I don't know what else it would be.

Most women can be very snot nosed, automatically defensive, irrationally emotional in situations that they can not handle. When people see those weaknesses how can they be confident in you being confident in the choices of doing porn?

Anyways, I haven't had a negative experience and I'm sure I'm not the only one. And before anyone jumps to assume "but you're still doing porn for your website so you must be struggling in the non-porn world." Not true. The website pays well and I love my fans... most of them I've known longer than the few friends I have. It's not me to just up and leave. I love it. It's a part of my life, my entire adult life. I'm attached until whenever it may be. Non-porn world is not too shabby as well... getting back into my groove since having to re-program my cognitive brain case from the stroke. You can do whatever the fuck you want. What people say or assume of you doesn't define you.

So... my quick assumptions is this girl... at 18 yrs old mind you is probably cocky at times and pissed a few people off. Jealousy oozes more than ever at that age. All it takes is one little word or more to be taken the wrong way and people will flip a shit. Boom dominoes start falling. Girls are catty beings unless they make conscience effort not to be. So I'm sure the whole spectrum of the story and how everything resulted isn't conveyed.